yea i know

Jan 13, 2010

OK so i know that its not me. i read the board every hr or so and i feel like that everyone if getting or already had their surgery but  me. and yes i know that's not true and those that have had have worked really hard to get there and it takes time and patience which by the way i dint have. i just want to grab a big bowl of chocolate bunny tracks ice cream with cherries and chocolate syrup and pig out in front of the TV and cry. i know i know its not the right thing to do which is why I'm having a shake instead but it doesn't make me feel any better. and how is that even though hubby is asking why I'm crying yet i say nothing is wrong. why cant i just say that i want this so bad and i want it now.I'm working so hard for this and i feel like its never going to get here.on top of everything else that's is going on i got the freaking lupron shot and it makes me so emotional that i can cry for no reason like now sniff makes me so crazy i guess you could guess how hubby feels.

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