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May 29, 2009

 I can't believe that I only have 10 days till the big day. The time has gone fast. The OPTIFAST is going a lot better. It is so routine that now it is like nothing. I won't lie it was hard the first week. I would have to say my experience so far has been good. Difficult but good. It has really put me to the test. I have not weighted myself in a couple of days so I will do that today and see what it says. I am on the road to good health. No turning back now.  

May 26, 2009

I have lost another 3 pounds. That makes 16 since 05/11/2009. I am really getting excited now. My Aunt had her surgery today so I am keeping her in my prayers and thoughts. Time has really been going fast.

May 20, 2009

The OPTIFAST is getting easier. I have lost a total of 13 ponds. I did gain about 10 before the OPTIFAST. I eat what ever I wanted to. Went and seen Dr. Dan today. He is very caring and understanding. I am glad that God has choosen him to be the one. I understand the risk of the surgery and I understand the risk of not having the surgery. The risk of surgery seems like nothing compared to the risk of not having the surgery. I am already taking a third of the insulin I was befor OPTIFAST.

May 13, 2009

Every day is getting easier. I now can focus a little better. I have it in my mind that this is the best for me and I can do it because I am a strong women and this is not the worst thing I have had to do. 24 more days till surgery. Time is going fast. I am not stepping on a scale until next week when I go to see my Nutritionist for my check up. That way I am not fretting about things. I am happy that I made this decision. It really shows what I can do. It has made me stronger.

May 13, 2009

Ok I want to eat. I want to eat everything and anything. I know I need to be on this OPTIFAST for the surgery but they take you from over eating to eating next to nothing. I just want to eat, eat , eat!!!!!! Every one around me is eating. I just need to be strong and understand that it is for the best.

May 11, 2009

Optifast sucks!!!!! I am only on day one and I want to say forget this and get a subway sandwich. Everything is sweet and really making me feel ill. This is gong to be the longest 4 weeks of my life. I guess it just goes and shows that I have made eating my life. I need to redirect my life.

May 05, 2009

Have you ever got sick and tired of hearing someone knew someone who had the surgery and now they are back to the same weight. I know they are trying to help but really it is not helping. I am at 35 more days till surgery and 4 more days till OPTIFAST.

May 01, 2009

I am really getting excited. 10 days of freedom until OPTIFAST. 38 days until my surgery. I can't wait. I just want to get this started. I am sick of all my problems. I am sick of seeing all these doctors.

Apr 27, 2009

 I lost eight pounds on my own. In 1 1/2 weeks I will start the OPTIFAST. I need to lose 30 pounds before my surgery. I am trying my hardest. I am getting so excited. I can't wait to reach my goal.

Apr 27, 2009

 Time is really going fast. I hope that it even goes faster this month. A lot of meetings and appointments will make the time go past faster.