Another round of emotions

Apr 26, 2007

Yesterday was a tough day. I was downloading songs for my hubbies Ipod to have at the hospital and I started listening to all these sappy songs and just started balling. I can't believe that I let it come to this. I'm making a choice that might lead to me not seeing my son grow up. He might now have a mother in 2 weeks. He needs me, and really I don't think my hubby could do it alone nor do I want to put him in that spot. I have posted about this before and I know I'm going to be fine. That doesn't help my feelings now. I feel better today and my husband was very supportive and talked me down. I can't believe its less then 2 weeks away! The emotions are probable going to be more to get through then the surgery itself LOL. On a side note I did start up my 1200 cal diet yesterday (for the 2nd time) my birthday throw me off a little but that's not going to be an excuse anymore for me. I'll have to learn to say "No thank you, can't we go for a walk or bowling" LOL

Waiting, Waiting, Waiting!!!

Apr 13, 2007

I'm just waiting for my surgery date of 5/9/07 I can't believe it's going to be here so soon. Some times I feel like it will never get there others its too soon. I'm excited and nervous at the same time. Good thing it's a busy month with bdays and stuff going on.  I'm waiting for my the Lap RNY.

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05/09/2007
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