some better today

Jul 08, 2007

I am feeling some better today. It still stings though. I guess what hurts is that my family doesn't seem to think that it's ok for me to get angry and upset. SWome of them think it should not bother me to have this set back. But it does. How can I get across to them I am human and have feelings and emotions? Hope Allison will call today.

cried all day yesterday

Jul 06, 2007

Allison called me yesterday morning to tell me I had been denied because I didn't have a 1 year medical supervised diet.

Didn't matter that I gace her dates and weight lossed on other diets and could have gotten proof,because it wasn't doctor supervised,it doesn't count. I was/am very upset. To make matters a little worse,she mad me an appt for today to see her,to see what she could do posiblly(sp) help pay for diet program. Well her assitance called me this morning a cancelled my appt. Allison was in meeting,didin't know when she would get out,plus,need more info from tallahassee to put in my file. She might not can get ahold of anybody today as this is a holiday week,and some people took off. Might be Monday.

I feel like somebody has just knock the crap out of me. When I get close,something happens and have to wait longer. I know there is a reason for this,and it's all in God's timing, but how much longer do I have to wait. I would love to be able to play with my son and make him proud of me not an embarrishment. Lord,please help!!

how much longer

Jul 02, 2007

How much longer do I have to wait?! I still haven't heard anything from Voc Rehab. Last time I talke with Allison she said hopefully we wopuld hear something in couple of weeks. It has been a week sice I heard that. I know it hasn't been that long but it just seem like it's taking forever.

We are going to Don's aunt's house in Branford for the 4th. She is frying fish for lunch. We will be having a peanut boil that night. There is anywhere from 20-40 people that show up at her house every year. Will post more later.

half way there

Jun 22, 2007

Called Allison this morning. She stated that it was to early to know anything. I did expect that. But still wanted to check . But she did say that her superevisor had approved it,and it was on its way to Tallahassee for final approval by thew state doctor. Hopefuly,we will hear something in a couple ofd weeks.

Received a call

Jun 19, 2007

...from counsellor aat VOc Rehab yesterday morning. Allison wanted to know if I got her message on Friday. Told her yes. She also wanted me to know that she sent it by overnight mail.

It shouldn't be too much longer before I hear somethig.

She did it!

Jun 16, 2007

My counselor left a message for me yesterday afternoon. She sent my pre-approval letter and file off to Tallahassee for final approval. Hopefuly it won't be to long before I know something.

just a little bit angry

Jun 14, 2007

talked with allison on Tuesday,she has not wrote her pre-approval letter and sent in my filed for final approval. Talk about upset?!! She told me she had been very busy,actually swamped,also she had a couple conferences went to. But she had five files to do and mine was at the top of her list. SHe would try to do them this week. Needless to say,I will believe it when it happens.

My husband told me not to lose my temper,it wouldn't help,and to be nice. I understand Allison is busy, but it is just upseting when you think something has ben done,and you find out 2 weeks later it hasn't. Lord give me the strength to hold on.

still waiting,and waiting and waiting

May 29, 2007

  Raise The Roof 2  Talked with Allison last Friday.  She had not sent my file to Tallahassee yet,as she needed the letter from my former employer as to why I was fired. She needed it typed.  So I tracked down my old boss,and got it done.  Allison said she was going to try to get her pre-approval letter written Friday night, so file could be mailed out today.  If she didn't get it done,it will be next week,as she is off all this week.  I hope and pray she got it done. 






still waiting

May 21, 2007

tgalked with allison this morning.  She has paperwork from dr and psych.  She will be sending her paperwork in to main office this week.  So it's just a matter of me being paitence and waiting.  easier said then done.

still waiting

May 15, 2007

Still have not heard if I will get the financal help. It has only been a week since I saw psych, and hopefully Allison has sent in all the paper work to Tallahassee.  Maybe in a couple of weeks I will hear something.  I have a hard time waiting.   


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