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OK so I was  experimenting and this time it worked out pretty well !  I mixed my regular amount of protein in with skim milk then I added about 1/2 a packet of sugar free Black Cherry Jello Gelatin and blended it all together.  WOW!!!  It was awesome !!  ok...awesome as far as a protein shake goes but I was impressed !!!  I am going to have to try other flavors !

Just when I thought everything was going wrong...I got my team approval letter in the mail !!!!! THANK YOU JESUS !  I am now just waiting for the girl to call me and give me a surgery date.  I am used to let downs in my life, sad to say but true, so I don't count my chickens before they hatch.  That being said...I'm excited to say the least but won't be able to let it sink in until I'm on the table counting backwards from 100 !  LOL   I can't tell you how many times I read the letter just to make sure it said "ARE" instead of "ARE NOT" !    Sure enough..... ARE !!!!!!     

UGH !!!  I feel like giving up !  I got a letter today saying the my vitamin D levels are extremely low and that I have to take vitamin D pills for 8 weeks and then retest in 10 weeks.  NO !!!  I have been taking Vitamin D for about a year now and it was obviously a waste of money!  I am sooo frustrated !  I started this whole process back on Sept. 4th.  and I feel like I am no further ahead...1 step forward and 3 steps back !   I haven't even been approved for surgery yet and I already want to tell "those people" that this most certainly is NOT the easy way out! 

I HATE MY SCALE !!!!      It never fails!  I can stand on it in one place and it says something different than in another place.  So I have decided to just take the best 1 out of 3 !  

    Yesterday I met an Angel !  Not a heavenly one, thank goodness, but an earthly one!  She is such an inspiration to me and others.  I spent hours "with" her last night in that I read and read and read and watched videos and testimonials about her.  I see so much of myself in her.  I couldn't believe how many times I said...."YES !  THATS ME!"  I cried and laughed.  I truly believe that God lead me to her so that I would find the encouragment that I need so very much !  If I ever get to the point that I am able to leave my house, I sure would give that angel a hug!

  I had my meeting with the psychologist yesterday and she "passed" me.  I do have to do a 6 week course but I will take that over a NO any day !!!!!

I am about to move !!  I have a Dairy Queen a few blocks from my house and I can hear it calling my name !  I have answered a few times and the temptation just doesn't seem to go away.   

I have an appointment with the psychologist on Monday.  I am SOOOOOO SCARED !!!! 

To call or not to call....that is the question !   I haven't heard from my "team" in a while so I'm getting a little impatient!  Not sure if I'm still on track or not.  I'm not a good "sit back and relax" kind of girl !  LoL 

UGH !  Not a good day.