Just a few before and after face shots :)

Nov 08, 2009

Above at 270lbs
and now at 189!

again above at 270

and now at 189!

As you guys call it... Iv hit Onderland!!!

Oct 17, 2009

198 yesterday baby!!!! wow... its crazy dont look it but it is... lol

Blahh new pics...

Oct 12, 2009

Not losing.. :( i suck... but I looked cute this passed weekend!


Couple Pics :)

Oct 06, 2009




down 5lbs... stall=broken!!

Sep 27, 2009

Sooo hello folks! I have returned back to work as of 9/25 and apparently my stall has broken too!! I am now down to 210lbs!!! thats 25lbs down in a month and 10 days and a total of 58lbs since March!! 10 more lbs until "Onderland!" honestly I still dont see a huge difference... heres a before pic from March of 09 and an after pic on 9/24... im down from a 20 to a 16... a 3x to a 1x. im taking biotin everday but I am soooo scared for this hair loss!!! till next time folks

Before at 270lbs
- notice im wearing the same shirt!

After at 210lbs


Face shot at 270lbs

Face shot at 210lbs

Down to a size 18 woop!

Sep 22, 2009

Even if you dont see the lbs dropping doesnt mean your not losing inches! I tried on a pair of size 18 jeans 2 weeks ago and they wouldnt even close I try them on today and they fit! woop! Other then that im at 215lbs and I still have like 90lbs to go.. till next time folks!!

A few changes within myself :)

Sep 09, 2009

Sooo went to the city this past few days and had a blast!!! No complaining with walking a long way blocks and blocks to go shopping. I didnt want to shop I dreaded going... So we went to this store called easy pickins on Steinway... Of course there were sticks shopping there.. but I decided to try on these sexy 5inch heels i guess they were gladiator type I dont know how to explain it.. Well my feet werent to fat to fit into them AND I fit into a 1/2 size smaller so an 8.5 rather than a 9. Sweet!!! they were only 16.99 too!!!! I also bought a pair of tights there... and they fit!!! and they were a medium! strange I know... So I went to Torrid today and as we women know Torrids shirt sizes are 0/1/2/3/4 I was a 3 at my highest which I think is a 20/22... Well I tried on a 1 which is a 14/16 and it fit!!!!! I looked nice in it too... and heavens no I didnt pay for it I returned jeans that no longer fit me lol. I also bought a pair of panties from Lane Bryant. Size 14/16! woot!... (I still dont see any of a difference.. at all!) Haha my friend said my rolls were going in the back haha anywhoo until next time.. I think im going to attempt actually going out in a few days... we will see how that goes. Oh and I most def had a glass of wine and it was delish!


Aug 26, 2009

So I am officially one week out from surgery and im supposed to be on a 2 week liquid diet. (protein shakes, broths, water, sf ice pops) come the fuck on. seriously I had pudding yesterday and yes I ate the whole damn individual serving slowly but surely and man was that delish.... but thats not the bad part... Yasenias father ordered chinese with my fav lo-mein... I def ate it (i did not swallow it) I chewed it up into mush and spit it all out) I also ate almost a whole pint of egg drop soup which im going to consider part of my liquid diet.. and man that was the best thing since sliced bread. Pouchie liked it until I wouldnt stop with the soup and had to have it taken away so now im stuffed.... I also had a couple bites of edys sugar free coffee ice cream.... So yes iv def cheated I had 1 protein shake today... Im dissapointed but what can i say?? Next week I cant wait to officially be able to have eggs and pureed foods im starting to write down what id like to experiment with. As far as the pain my stomach likes to rumble here and there and when I drink to fast which I know i do i get a bit of a hollow feeling strange i know. Im having a hard time coming up with creative shakes.. Im also not a fan of the calcium crystals (unflavored) its like everytime I add that to something it sweetens it to the 10th power. Gotta work on that. I havent weighed myself at all and I dont intend to. Im not going to be in front of the scale 40x a day crying over a pound. I think I over did it yesterday I took yasenia to the mechanic, post office, bank and wal-mart on my own everything was fine tiring but fine when it came to put her in the carseat for the last time... she dropped her cup and i strained to bend down and grab itandthen SCREECHING PAIN! I main like my muscles were just ripping. An extreme burning sensation. I over did it.. I drove home crying in pain.. and im still recouperating today from it. I had a C-section a couple of years ago so I was familiar with this pain but man it hurts! Maybe thats why iv been so bad. But tomorrows another day and I meet with the surgeon tomorrow so I will discuss all of this with him. Sorry for not updating in a while iv just been laying down chillaxen :) at least trying to oooo I forgot Yasenia had a little get together on Monday.  She had a lot of presents and it was just us. She tore up her cake I actually didnt want any too now theres a moment there. Weve made it through another year shes 2 now! Till next time folks!


Aug 22, 2009

Ok so I was released after 2days of being in the hospital they said I was doing great. Im now letting out a lot of gas haha tmi. Im trying to get all my liquids in... ill be back in a few

2 Days!!!

Aug 17, 2009

I have a flood of emotions going on right now... Im extremely excited for my change. I want to be able to have the confidence and not doubt myself.. I keep thinking of my daughter and her birthday is August 24th she will be 2 this coming Monday.. what happens if I pass away?? I wont be able to see her 2nd birthday.. Im getting ready for this change I guess i would call it nesting.. cleaning laundry packing.. I have to wrap all her gifts.. make the sugar free jello and pudding with protein.. i have to put all my vites in my pill holder... I hope that I heal quickly and take the opportunity to take advantage of walking walking walking :) thank you for all your well wishes and prayers im going to need it. I was thinking of making a video and post it here of me in the hospital.. i dunno.. i guess ill see u all on the other side!

and thank you all for your wonderful responses!!!! I really appreciate it!


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