Wishin....

Jan 24, 2011

Finding time so long, now. The good thing is I know I have an appointment with the surgeon.....Feb 9.....but that seems so far away.....yet it is January 25. 15 days. Thank goodness for OH.....and the posts/responses. The possibilities, for the most part, grow exponentially as the weight comes off.....for a majority of folks....that is why the psyche part is so important. I just want this to be soooo over.....(meaning the surgery).......because I know it means a new beginning for me and I cannot start on that journey until I have the surgery. But this time also gives me the opportunity to learn more, read more, and just continue to incorporate the changes I will have to make post surgery: shakes, water, increased protien, etc. Following the presurgical diet on and off just to try it out......my PCP had to reduce my hypertensive meds because I was starting to feel like I was going to pass out. I've lost 23 pounds and need to stay at this weight until I make it to surgery! What a challenge! I have never been able to maintain anything in my life! So tough! But I am......because this is important to me.

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