Joined Weight Watchers

Mar 02, 2010

 Okay, well I gave into peer pressure and joined Weight Watchers.

At first I was feeling gung-ho and powerful.  Then hunger struck.  I'm still sticking to my points, but this is miserable.  I can do it for a week, I can maybe do it for my full weight loss.  Maybe.  BUT what about after?  I hate to put the cart before the horse, but this is hard, and I am not eating out, and I am being tremendously careful.  What happens when I want to go out to eat?  What happens when my "discipline" gives way?  And this is the first week!

Something inside me is broken.  I don't know how to feel as full or satisfied.  Just eating 30 points is painfully unnatural for me.  Like I've said before, I eat healthy, and what feels a satisfying amount for me--which is apparently way too much given my weight.

One of my friends guilted me by saying "you owe one more try to your friends."  I think I owe myself a healthy and happy life.

I talked with Weight Loss Specialists of North Texas.  They may be a real option.

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