It's Friday!!!!!

Oct 06, 2011

Friday....Finally!!!!  OMG I am so glad that it is the weekend!
I cannot express how happy I am that today is Friday.  This has been one of the longest weeks of my entire life. Between packing up stuff, and the ex dragging on moving out his stuff, and work, and life in general....I am literally exhausted.  This morning it was so hard just to get up out of bed....but I am here bright eyed and bushy tailed LOL.  This weekend should be a positive one.  Finishing up my move on Saturday.  And going to St. Augustine to the outlet mall on Sunday.  I need new pants....a girl at work asked me what the heck I was wearing today because my pants are so droopy.  LOL  So hopefully I can find some really good deals as they are already discounted AND they are having their Columbus Day Sale on top of that.
My son wants a jacket and a new backpack with only one strap, the kind they wear across the chest LOL.  Of all things.  I honestly just need the time to breath and be out of this small town and see something new.  There is something about driving that seems to calm my nerves.  Driving, the radio on (loud) LOL and just the open road beautiful scenery.  I love it. 

You know the stress never seems to fully stop.  But it is crazy that things seem to always happen for a reason.  This man has relied on me for so long.  And now he is having to rely on himself.  He called me today and told me that he didn't have the money to pay his first months rent.  LOL, I laugh because I told him that he needs to humble himself.  He went out and bought an expensive living room suite and now can't pay the 1st months rent.  And of course it is my fault.  He almost had me feeling sorry for him as usual.  But I just can't.  Ive told him before that you reap what you sow.  And Karma is a Bytch.  He never wanted to listen.  He was living this fake facade that he had everything under control  because he clearly didn't believe that I was really going to move on.  And now he knows.  He has to stand on his own two feet.  He can go talk to his mom, his friends, seeing that they all mean so much to him anyway.  He can even talk to his landlord/boss for all I care.  I refuse to change my weekend plans or my life to be able to help him.  Those days are so over!!!!!!!!!

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