SHOCKING update!!!!

Nov 02, 2011

Well....I am not even sure where to start....or even how to begin!!  What I can say is that it was totally unexpected, shocking, I honestly don't think I believe it myself but.....I AM PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know, I know, I know.....my surgery was November 29, 2010 so I am not quite a year out.  And my weight loss was going so darn good.  Clearly this was not planned.  I found out on Halloween...funny story I was on the depo shot before, but my monthly cycle hadn't started.  So just out of curiosity I went and bought a 2 pack of tests, I put one in my purse and brought it back to work with me.  Went to use it and it didn't do anything.  So I ever so patiently waited for the day to end so I could go home and try the other one....it came back positive.  I didn't believe it, went to the store and bought another 2 pack but this time I got the digital kind.  First one came back "pregnant"....still didn't believe it, so I waited until last night and took the other one...."pregnant".  So I have made an appointment, since I finally have insurance now, so I will be going to visit my new OB/GYN on Monday so I guess that will be the OFFICAL moment.  I have only told a few people, but really couldn't wait to come here because of course the #1 thing on my mind is making sure that both myself and the baby are healthy and that I am able to eat enough of the right things to ensure that the baby gets the nutrients that it needs.
While this was NOT in any way planned and is still a complete shock I am excited.  I wanted another child and I will be 32 at the end of the month, so while the timing isn't perfect, it is exciting and I just can't wait to get a little further along and see what this pregnancy has in store for me.  I am hoping and praying that it is a girl since I already have an amazing little boy!  But I will be excited and happy about it either way.  Funny thing....I already have names picked out.  It is something that I have been thinking about for months.  I have known that I wanted a little girl and I want her name to be either Milania or Isabella.  If it is a boy....he might be nameless for a few hours....as I have no idea yet what I would want to name him LOL

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