Plastics in my future!

Apr 22, 2009

When I started this journey, I knew I was going to want plastics...that hasn't changed...I really, really want plastics, and I want them bad.  I just know I would be that much more confident without this saggy ass, and without these saggy boobs.  They aren't small...am having a hard time finding the right fit for a bra actually...seems a 38 D is too big, but a 36 D doesn't fit in the cups...Now, I know my boobs aren't that big...so how it is that one will fit in a DD, But the other one is too small...and same with the D...One boob fits, but the other one is much too big, and has gross spillage...so what do you do...Have one cup too big...It looks stupid in shirts...gawd, I want them fixed. 
My ass is shameful...Like it looks like an elderly persons ass..and I know this cuz I have worked with the elderly.  its all flat and saggy.  I can't do everything at once...there is jus no way I can come up with that kind of money, not even down in Mexico...because I want, a LBL with thighs done, Butt lift with fat injections, breast lift and augmentation with my own body fat...no implants for this girl...I might want my arms done, plus I want some facial stuff done too...so I am going to have to do this in at least 2, maybe 3 surgeries.  I am thinking that if I work enough hours, I can probably save enough to get about $7500 for next year...depending on what the US dollar is doing, that may pay for the LBL and Butt...which I would want first...My breast bother me, but I can live with them...My ass I simply cannot.  So, if I save really well, I could have 3 surgeries in 3 years...and if Ray gets back to work enough to help me, I can probably do it in 2...that would be awesome!!!  If there is a will, there will be a way...and THERE DEFINATELY IS A WILL!!!

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