Did someone say journey?

Jun 10, 2009

Seems like this  journey has  more bumps and turns than i expected ,,,Now my lap-band has been postponed for 3 months :(   The doctor wants to wait 3 months to see what this tumor is gonna do , since it wasn't a  definitive report he doesn't feel comfortable  putting in a lap-band if  there's  still a chance of carcinoma .I went shopping today with my daughter and looking at things i "thought" i might be wearing next year  really hurt deep in my heart , I am still gonna stay on my liquids and one lean and green meal  a day or maybe all liquids,I just wanted to be at  a healthy weight and be "normal" I fought for 2 yrs to get this far  just to be postponed 2 times,, I feel like a failure to my self. I guess this  is a new and different journey I will have to  work thru .BUT i  will never give up !!!!

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