jobell2355
Less than a month to go!
Feb 02, 2009
Well it is hard to believe that I am only 24 days from my surgery. Some days it doesn't seem real and I can't believe that I am actually going to do this. After spending years on every new diet to come along, hoping this time it would be different and finding out that this time was the same as all the other times, I am taking this major, life changing step and I am so scared. Scared to fail again, like I will be the one person on this site that it deosn't work for. Scared of complications that could happen and leaving my 4 year old and 15 year old without their mom. Scared of what happens if I don't do this and just keep getting larger and sicker and more unhappy with myself.But it is so crazy because I am also so excited too. Excited for the possibilities. A life FREE of the weight that has defined me for almost 3 decades. Free from the weight that has kept me from doing so many things I have wanted to do over the years. Free from the weight that has contributed to that past 3 years of sicknesses like pneumonia, vertigo, joint pain and back aches, etc.
So although I am scared of what might go wrong, I am more excited and hopeful for what will go right and how my life will change for the better because of this surgery.
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About Me
Destin, FL
Location
28.3
BMI
Surgery
02/26/2009
Surgery Date
Oct 02, 2008
Member Since
Before & After
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