jobell2355
Week 5...ugh!
Mar 30, 2009
I am into my 5th week and to be honest I am having a few struggles. Nothing I can't get past but yes, I am having struggles. I do find encouragement from those of you who are 6 mos. or more out because you keep saying how much easier it gets. I have to say that I find myself wanting it to get easier right now!First off, I am not able to eat much at all. This bothers me because I haven't lost any weight in a week and I think it is because I am not eating much but I can't seem to eat more than a few bites without it feeling like it is backing up into my chest. It is quite painful but I remind myself that it is temporary. I am following my doc's diet and I am chewing slowly and eating slowly so I am pretty sure I am doing all of that right.
There are about 4 or 5 things that seem to work best so I eat them but it is so monotonous. I think I am just going through a little bit of a grieving process. I miss my old friend food. No matter what has gone on in my life I could always depend on some delicious comfort from my old friend any time day or night. Now I am left looking for a replacement. I know like everything, this too shall pass. I just want it to pass right now, just like I want to be down 60 lbs. right now. I am so impatient.
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Destin, FL
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Surgery
02/26/2009
Surgery Date
Oct 02, 2008
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