5 Days Post-Op & Comfortably Numb

Mar 01, 2009

I am now 5 days post-op and trying to wrap my head around what has just happened.  I don't care how many books you read, websites you subscribe to & other Bypass patients you talk to, you cannot be fully prepared for how you will feel the days just after your surgery.  At least I have found that to be true for me.  I have 4 gals in my office and a best friend just down the street from me who had RNY & told me everything from soup to nuts.  I had all you wonderful people on OH who have answered so many of my questions.  I read "Before & After Weight Loss Surgery", "What to Eat After Weight Loss Surgery", my doctors manual from cover to cover and everything in between and I still find myself somewhat lost right now.

It is so hard to describe what I am feeling.  I am neither sorry I did it or glad I did it...yet.  I am just a bit numb.  I am trying to figure it all out.  How to drink 60 oz. of fluid a day so that I won't have leg cramps (which I have) or get dehydrated.  I would never have thought it would be such a chore.  How hard could it be right?  Well in order to get it all in I am finding that timing is everything.  And it is hard not to worry about what I am choosing to eat (even if it is straight from the handbook) and if I will be able to tell that I have had enough so that I don't get sick and don't hurt my oh so precious new pouch.

So I keep telling myself sip, sip, sip and I do what I can to get in the protein and meals.  I am having 3 meals a day but have not been very hungry and am sure I am not eating enough.  Realistically I know that this is just the beginning and that it will get easier.  I am just feeling really strange right now.  I have been eating & behaving in a certain way for 40+ years and now I am totally changing that behavior.  I thought I was ready for this and I hope I was right.  I want to be in that overjoyed place that my coworkers & friend who are a year or 2 post-op are but for now I am 5 days post-op & comfortably numb!

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Destin, FL
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28.3
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RNY
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02/26/2009
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Oct 02, 2008
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