'Tis the season!

Dec 27, 2009

Well Christmas goes by and I am 8 week sin and down to 305 lbs. Snacking has become an issue with me as some old issues are coming up. My only saving grace is that my pouch doesn't allow me to just outright gross out. But I have to get it under control. I remember somewhere that there was warning about chewing gum because it would cause me to trigger the snacking feelings. It has and I don't like it. That hard core attitude needs to reenter my life. Now I am still losing weight so not all is bad and I still eat plenty of protein but the urges to snack, graze, gross out are still there. When available I think I am going to do some therapy for my eating issues. I need that help. Some time after the new year. But in the mean time I have to garner some control over these feelings so I can continue to lose weight and not become some snacking monster again. There is no way in hell I am going back to that asshole again. Weight loss through surgery needs to be the new me and that is truly what I want and now.

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