another Monday,

Apr 06, 2009

Monday is here again and i get count another week gone
without any surgery news.......
i'm down 4 pounds which is great, i need the relief.

everytime i lose weight it seems i have more self sabatoge thoughts like
very few people lose weight on their own and keep it off, weight watchers, jenny craig
diet pills shots you name it every commercial says 'results not typical' when someone
loses all their weight???

there is so much money being made off of over weight deprate people like me
there are somany 'risks' with WLS..why would you do it.....i say why wouldn't you
look at all the risks there are if you don't

it's almost as if the insurance compnys make so much more money off
of over weight people in so many other ways why  would they
let people get the surgery

i've thought this about cold medicine too
we can put a man on the moon yet we don't have a cure for the common cold
I SAY WE DO BUT WHY WOULD THEY TELL ANYONE...
look how many cold remidy companies would go out of bussiness

i just want my surgery
i have been working at losing weight since i was 9 years old
37 years of fucking dieting
being made fun of
being left out
disappointing my mother day after day
eating sugar free ice cream whent he rest of my family got regular
how many times do i have to hear someone say 'your going to eat all that?'
you know how hard it is to find triple Xtra large for some one who is 4'11''

any why are cheap fat peoples clothes so ugly
and really if there was answer to weight loss..really don't you
think OPRAH would be thin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
with her money??

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