another septmeber

Sep 08, 2009

so here it is again Septmber and i haven't got my surgery
at this point and i'm sure the insurance company knows
how desprate people are to lose weight they hope you'll
go off and pay for it your self......i'm at  that point,

had my daughter not been killed 14 weeks ago, i would have had the money
but, but we spent so much money on her, that  well, there is notmuch left.......
( she was 20 and we live in a town where every body knows everybody.....
there were over 350 pople at her funeral  we knew it was going to be big and we didn't
want to let the friends down and get there chance to grieve.....)

so here i am another 17 pounds in the last 14 weeks...i knew it would happen i'm an
emotional eater......now i just need to start all over again
live as if my weight is the only thing important in  my life just so i can lose
40 pounds so i can bend over and tie my shoes  without passing out.....

what a whinner today huh?

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