Now it's a health issue

Jun 12, 2014

Sorry, i apologize to my fellow community for letting this fall to the weigh side......

obviously this community works if you stay in it... as i have not and i am no longer successful..

for the last year i have had 6 surgery having to do with Rheumatoid  arthritis complications, peticeal hemorrhages hundreds of them on my legs and

11 that turned into eruptions that would not heal for 3 months even had to have surgery to stimulate tissue growth.....

then finding out that i have latent TB so until i clear that up 6months to 2 years  i'm on month 6, i can't treat the RA  *sigh*

 

i need to get the weight off to easy the pressure on my legs so i don't hve more eruptions and can work out to keep my legs stronger!!

i now have a host of medical issues and medications  even with my weight i do not have high blood pressure, i do not have diabetes, i do not have high cholesterol

hard to believe but my dr  says diabetes is in my future i eat very good, primal style very little processed foods....but, i'm a volume eater....i never get or feel full ever!!

 

my Mom died 31 days ago and my life is shattered she was my best friend i have a loss so deep inside me that i don't think will ever get filled......and this 18 pound weight gain since she died

is not the answer, i need to get my food under control.. and find ways to heal my heart when it comes to my Mom. Hard to do somedays when i see my Dad they were married 60 years

they have been together since they were 13,  my Dad is so lost

 

i'm here to take my life back, take back my control, seek and EXCEPT HELP.. I'M GOING TO HAVE TO LET OTHERS INTO MY LIFE

THIS IS BIGGER THAN ME, i need help, i need friends i need a community to let me know i'll be okay and that i'm not alone

i love OH

sydney

0 Comments