Sorry it's taken me so long to answer. Most important that you all for you encouragment and all of those wonderful thought and reminders that I'm alot better off now then I was back in Feb. I just get so down and hurt when I feel like I'm failing.Plus not working and sitting around doesn't help. I had a friend e mail me and told me to read something in the bible and I was able to do it. And it made me feel better also. That I am not alone and try not to worry because things are bad right now. Because God has a bigger and better plan for me. I just have to keep my faith and keep on trying. Plus I have to stop trying to focus on the bad and look at all the good I was able to do. As for my dream of being a flight attendant.. I am never going to give that up. But it is a fear that it may not happen. But I'm going to work so very hard at it that it will happen Thank you all for reminding me of that Love Maria

I updated my pics, FINALLY got them back from thier kidnappers! I also added chapter 3 to both Valyas and Cold Terror. Hope you enjoy skulking around my site. Robin BTW- a new secret page is in the making, and will probably make its debut next Sat. That will bring me up to a total of three so far. If you haven't found two yet, you are behind the times! Keep looking To get to my page, click the www below. To get to my writing, click the www, then click writing, then click chapter stories (or peruse the shorts and poems).

Wow, good for you! As far as your sister goes, you can't make her accept the changes in you. You have to worry about yourself first, and don't let her get to you. If she is obese, unhappy, and at risk, tell her to look into WLS, it might help her too. GL2U Robin 315/202/160-190?

Thank you guys for the compliments. I love reading everyones profiles and how great you are all doing! I was hoping to have lost 100 pounds by my birthday but at the time I made that goal I didn't know that my body fat percentage was as low as it is. My hubby bought one of those things to measure body fat so it takes in to consideration you lean body mass which is muscle . Well it said a couple of weeks ago I was normal now it says I am ideal. Mark says if I get to 160 I will be in the lean catagory because I have so much muscle. We have always lifted weights and normally when you lose a lot of weight you lose strength but I have lost 90 pounds but still lift the same amount. I haven't lost any strength which actually means I have gained muscle. WOO HOO! You can have your body fat measured at most fitness centers, it is cool and very encouraging if you are lifting weights. Janice 258/168/160 goal

Wow Lisa - way to go. You will be able to have a vacation and have enough energy to enjoy yourself. you deserve it. Have Fun. Sarah