Kayla, You're right: You can do this! Allow your tool to work. Do you have a nutritionst that you can go to? Does your insurance pay for aftercare? In the program that I'm in, I can call the nut's office whenever I want, but I have to pay her when I go in. So, usually I call her. She's practically on speed dial!! And I go to support groups. It's important to be in those because it keeps you in bounds. I mean, you're allowed to make mistakes and stuff; just pick yourself up and dust off and keep on the path. I don't know what else to say. We're all here for you and we'll all offer some words of comfort and/or support. Whatever you need. Jen

It turned out great! It was funny when it started raining and the rain came in sideways! Then, almost on cue, it stopped right before we were about to go onstage. Well, there were guys with brooms brushing the rainwater off stage and we went on right at 6:05. It was fabulous!! I could see my reflection in the stage! It was just so much fun! I laughed and laughed as I made it through both dances that we did. *sigh* What a good time. Jen Halliday 332/183/170 pre-op/current/goal

Help! I need some kind words and support. Please read my latest entry on my page...............

Yes, I would like to add my thanks to Miss Grouchetta. I appreciate all the work you do for us, and also the support you give to us, when we are down. I have also started dropping weight a little faster and I hit 130 lbs lost as of today. by the way I will not be back at my computer until the 3rd of january so I hope you can wait for my weight if not I'll get back in on the Feb weigh in. Cathy

Congrats and good luck [break a leg? ... well, don't break it, you know what I mean]. xosm