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Everytime I write about my issues and read replies the next day is so much better. It feels like "who was that girl who felt discouraged yesterday?"
I think I will feel better now that my scale is in the trunk of my husband's car. It will only come out on the 12th of each month.
I had gas so bad last night I came in the livingroom and slept in the chair. I don't think a horse could pass more gas than me. If you ever heard a horse fart you know what I mean. Between the sound and the smell I thought for sure my husband would wake up and gag. This gas is scary because I have to sit on the toilet because I am afraid it's not just gas. Anyway my neck and hip hurts from trying to sleep on my side in a chair. I know I am not the only one that does this but sometimes I fart as quitely and slow as I can under the covers. It smells pretty bad under them and I just hope my husband does turn over and lift the covers.
Now if you knew me you would know that I almost never swear and using the word fart is me being bold. No one ever cussed in my house not even my husband. I guess it's because he lived with 4 females. My son from a previous marriage thinks it's weird here because no one cusses. This is not to say I I don't ever swear.
I am having my first cup of coffee today. It's 2/3rds decaf and 1/3 real coffee. I am not supposed to drink it at all for 3 months but I just wanted to break a rule once.
Yesterday I never got dressed. I had a 3 hour nap starting at 1pm. I had turned the AC on and closed all the curtains and mini-blinds. It was so dark and cool in my house. I probably thought it was time to hibernate. Then I wrote my pathetic post.
Thanks everyone for being so patient with me. I can actually say I am getting better and unless they decide to reopen me and fix the hematoma/seroma I will be completely well soon.
Chrissy
I know that losing weight is the reason you went for the surgery, but maybe you should put it out of your mind until you're healed, then worry if you don't lose enough. Everyone who cares about you wants you healed first!!
I am sorry you have to go through so many problems. You are clearly not someone that deserves it. You are so sweet.
Lots of hugs and wishes you heal super fast!
Try not to be discouraged about your weight loss; the numbers will eventually descend again when you are back on track. I know it's frustrating not to see better results when you are this far out, but remember that you are starting all over again. Think of it as a new beginning, a new chance to blossom. Give yourself some extra time, after all you have been through so much! Be sure you continue to meet your protein and fluid goals to help with the healing but most importantly allow yourself time to heal mentally. Try to be patient with yourself my friend and be strong, be confident and be sure that you have a tremendous support group behind you!
You're in my prayers.
Rose
~Starting Weight: 261 lbs~~Pre-Op Weight: 241 lbs~
~Current Weight: 155 lbs~
"Just when the Caterpillar thought her life was over, She began to fly..."
We have had similar issues and I have been slow on the weight loss journey over the last week and 1/2. I have stayed steady and not lost in about 10 plus days. The dr's office told me I am lucky not to gain since I am in pain and so nauseated. They said the weight loss slowing is probably due to the problems I'm experiencing.
You are doing so well!! I am not getting in 1/4 of my protein and can only get 1-2 meals a day.
Hang in there! The weight will fall off once you feel better!
Hugs to you!!!
Emily
I do think the lack of weight loss is bc of your healing problems and the ivs, etc. Your body is probably still really focused on healing and taking care of itself instead of burning fat.
Keep us updated and stay positive.
I know that not getting enough protein can cause us not to lose because of the healing process. If I remember correctly, 6 months is what it takes for our intestines to heal enough so we can eat lettuce type veggies without hurting our incisions.
Chrissy
