Yep God is faithful and always there " I will never leave you or forsake you!" He won't let us fall, He'll always catch us, that's reassuring for sure! Hey if you send me your land address(PM me) I'll send you a beautiful hat and scarf to keep you warm when you walk your doggie. Let me know some colors you like, I enjoy making them.

I sure will be praying for you. Both my hubby and our late daughter have/had bipolar disorder and I understand the "out of the blue" need for med tweaking. What is the worst part, I think, is that each time it hurts your self image. It wears you down even more. Remind yourself that this is not your fault, and just do what you can. By asking for help you have proven that you are actually very strong, and well. Again, I;ll be praying. God knows where you are.

I too, have trouble with this beastly weather. I have to be forced out to go to the grocery store or to run any errands. If I have anything to say about it my coat goes untouched for days.

Well I feel a little better after sleeping most of yesterday but my gut still hurts. I want to thank Trish for doing a great job taking over for me yesterday, I really appreciate it.
Would you want to know what the future holds? I don't think I would a.) because we wouldn't learn what we need to and b.) it might be too awful. God only shows us what we need to see at that particular time. If we keep our eyes on Him then He will show us step by step as we are ready what we need to see. Like driving a car at night, we don't see our destination but each section of road as we get to that point. If we keep following the headlights tho we will get to our destination. So even when we can't see the where and why of life, if we keep our eyes on God (our headlight) we will get where we need to be. So keep your lights on and jump into this new week! God bless! Karen

Thanks Karen,
I did call my psychiatrist about this and have an appointment on Wednesday to talk to him.  I am on three different meds, and am on the maximum dose for antidepressant for the particular med I am on.  And, it is supposed to help with pain, but does not really help. 

I called Ruth over the weekend.  A friend of hers passed away this morning, so I dont want to bother her today.  This friend had cancer, and Ruth has cancer, so I don't want to be aburden.

Thanks,
Trish

I agree that maybe you should have your meds checked. I do not take antidepressants my self, but my friend has had to have her dosage changed due to building up a tolerance. I will definitely pray for you! I hope you feel better!