Suzy, I've read your posts in the past (and haven't been a member of the board for very long), but I just sat and read your entire profile. WOW, you have been through A LOT and I am utterly amazed and in complete admiration of your incredible attitude!!! You have the spirit to beat anything... whether it be your weight or cancer. My mother had very progressed breast cancer (into the lymph nodes) that called for a radical mastectomy & chemo and radiation (neither of which made her sick OR caused her to lose any hair, incidentally), and then later she turned up with lung cancer. She endured chemo & radiation again, and never had a relapse of ANYTHING... even 12 years later. I know everyone's different, but it's refreshing and encouraging to hear the success stories like that when you have a lot on your plate -- right?! And positive attitude is 99.9% of the battle anyway, I believe. You are a true inspiration to me in every sense of the word! My prayers and thoughts will be with you, Suzy. I look forward to your next update. God bless!