I need to vent!!

Jun 20, 2010

I went to the doctor and he said that I gain three pounds since I last seen you. This was so hard to hear and this was last week it has been so hard I was not eating and then I was not eating all the right things. I was eating to much bread I was  told to eat bread at least once a day but I have should been watching that. I know a week later lost the three pounds and now back on track. Ladies that are pregnant you have to watch your cravings because it can be hard craving things that you cant have. I know that I love my baby but I don't want to lose my body which I have work on so much. I still getting sick and light headed which made me lose my job, but the LORD has made it better because I found another job. I need to do something lighter but its hard all I know is being a nurse assistance and the work is hard and a lot of pulling and lifting. I know GOD will take care of me!
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Well I am 13 weeks now!

Jun 11, 2010

I am 13 weeks pregnant now and I am still get sick and now I am beginning to show so I cant even hide it anymore. i should have known that I was not going to be able to hide it for long!! I getting better I guess!!
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LIGHT HEADED PROBLEM

May 27, 2010

WELL I'M 10 WEEKS NOW AND I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL LAST NIGHT BECAUSE I KEEP GETTING LIGHT HEADED AND WEAK WHICH IS BAD WHEN I AM AT WORK. THEY TOLD ME THE BABY WAS FINE AND MY OVER ALL HEALTH WAS GOOD BUT I HAVE A BAD CASE OF PREGNANCY ISN'T THAT CRAZY? SO I HAVE TO REST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE AND ALSO SEE A DOCTOR IN A COUPLE OF DAYS. I AM SO SCARED THAT I AM GOING TO FAINT AT WORK OR ALONE WITH MY FIVE YEAR OLD SON. BUT GOD HAS BLESSED ME AND MY BABY TO BE OK SO I AM HAPPY!!!
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UP DATE

May 20, 2010

WELL I AM 9 WEEKS PREGNANT NOW AND I AM STILL SICK ALL THE TIME. I HAVE DIZZY SPELLS AND GET LIGHT HEADED BUT STILL ENJOYING THIS BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN PREGNANT IN ABOUT SIX YEARS. I WENT TO THE DOCTOR TODAY AND THINGS ARE FINE BUT I STILL HAVE TO WAIT FOR THE BLOOD WORK. I HAVE STILL BE LOSING WEIGHT  NOT AS FAST BUT THANK GOD I'M NOT GAINING WEIGHT! MY HONEY BUNNY HAS BEEN REALLY GOOD COOKING AND MAKING SURE THAT I FEEL OK BECAUSE WORK HAS BEEN SO CRAZY AND I HAVE BEEN SO TIRED!
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TO THOSE WHO CARE

Apr 28, 2010

TO THOSE WHO CARE I HAVE BEEN HAVING A HARD TIME BEING PREGNANT BECAUSE THEY WANT ME TO EAT SMALL MEALS EVERY TWO HOUR AND THAT'S HARD. I ALSO DON'T WANT TO EAT AT ALL BECAUSE I GET SICK WITH EVERYTHING THAT I PUT IN MY MOUTH. I AM ALSO CRAVING ALREADY AND THINGS THAT I CANT HAVE SO THAT'S HARD BUT WHAT CAN YOU DO? ITS BEEN HARD GOING TO WORK BECAUSE I NOW CANT LIFT WHICH IS MOSTLY MY JOB SO AS YOU TELL THAT CAN BE HARD. THEN I GET SO SICK ALL DAY AND CANT CALL IN I NEED MY JOB. I HOPE THE PEOPLE ARE RIGHT I WONT BE DICK THE WHOLE TIME JUST THE BEGINNING BUT I DON'T KNOW WITH MY SON I WAS SICK FOR SIX MONTHS SO WHO KNOWS. I HOPE THINGS GET BETTER BECAUSE I AM HAVING A HARD TIME. I ALSO HAVE NOT GAIN ANY WEIGHT BUT I HAVE NOT LOSE ANY EITHER I GUESS THAT S NORMAL  I DON'T KNOW. THANKS TO ALL THAT LISTEN LOVE MY OH FAMILY!
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FELLING BETTER

Apr 18, 2010

WELL I FEEL BETTER ABOUT MY PREGNANCY I GET TO BE HAPPY ABOUT HAVING A BABY NOW. I KNOW THAT SOUNDS STRANGE BUT I WAS JUST SCARED ABOUT MY HEALTH. I TALK TO MY NUT. AND I ALSO WENT BACK TO A GROUP MEETING SO I WAS ABLE TO OPEN UP ABOUT IT. THEY  TOLD ME TO EMBRACE IT JUST LIKE I DIDN'T HAVE THE SURGERY. AND MY SON IS FEELING BETTER JUST IN TIME HE HAS BEEN HEALING FROM HIS COLLAR BONE BREAK AND THAT MEANS MORE SLEEP FOR MOMMY. I JUST HOPE THAT ME AND MY BABY COME ON THE OTHER END OF THIS HEALTHY. THANKS FOR LISTEN ( READING) MY OH FAMILY!
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OMG I AM PREGNANT!!!

Apr 09, 2010

I AM DOING GOOD WITH MY WEIGHT LOSS AND I WONDER WHY I WAS NOT LOSING WEIGHT WELL ITS BECAUSE IM PREGNANT. i DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO AND IM SCARED AND I REALLY HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME! PLEASE GIVE ME ADVICE I NEED AS MUCH AS I CAN GET!
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HOW TO BLANCE LIFE WITH THE SURGERY

Mar 31, 2010

I am having a problem balancing life with the surgery. I know that I have done good so far but life has gotten harder and my focus can't be on my weight at this moment. I feel like I am neglecting my goals but I don't know what to do. I love that I have made if this far I mean I lost 105lbs that's great but no where near my goal so I have to stay focus on my goals. How do I do that when I have a child, a boyfriend, family, work, and school. This is so hard this is what I didn't think about when I had the surgery. I start to eat bad things because I don't have time to make a lunch and not much time to eat lunch either. Please help I want to meet my goals, and my family doesn't understand because they have never had to go though this kind of thing.
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PROBLEMS

Mar 02, 2010

I have been at a stale and I am so mad at myself I cant seem to get in enough food. I have been trying but with my work schedule its really hard. I also have to work my workout back into my schedule but by next week I hope that I be fine. I also did something bad last night I didn't want to say but whatever I ate something I knew I wasn't supposed to have. I didn't really get sick like I thought but think I felt it today. I know it was wrong but I was depressed I guess it was old habits. I need some encouragement. I want to reach my goals this still is very important to me. HELP HELP!!!
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MORE THAN I EVER COULD IMAGE

Feb 13, 2010

It has been a while since I wrote a blog because I have been so busy with working and school. I wanted to get on here and up date everyone. I went to the store today and tried on a size 14 boyI was scared even more now than I was when I tried on the size 16. I just couldn't image myself in a size 14 I haven't been in a size 14 since I was about 14 or 13 years old. Well I tried them on and they fit I was so happy and my son who was in the dressing room said mommy they tight and I said yes they are baby DON'T MOMMY LOOK GOOD he said yes and I said I am buying them. OH family i am so happy with myself right now I have energy that I couldn't image before and I am doing so much more I thank you all for your support ! ~GOD IS GOOD BELIEVE IN HIM~
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09/29/2009
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