STRESING OVER NOTHING

Oct 12, 2011

HEY EVERYBODY I WANT TO START BY SAYING I MISSED WRITTING BUT I REALLY DONT HAVE TO MUCH TO SAY. THE SCALE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY I SHOULDNT HAVE LISTENED TO AL (MY PARTNER) AND BROUGHT THAT MEAN AND EVIL THING INTO THIS HOUSE!!!! I HAVE BEEN STICKING AROUND 272 FOR THE LAST 2 WEEKS AND IT HAD ME STRESSED TO THE MAX AND I DIDNT WANT TO HEAR THE STAY OFF THE SCALE SPEECH SO I JUST DIDNT POST.  WELL THE SCALE IS STILL ON 272 BUT LAST NIGHT I PULLED OUT MY CELLPHONE AND DID THE MATH 319-272=47
FOR SOME REASON DOING THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING ONCE I SAW THAT 47 I REALIZED I NEEDED TO GET MY HEAD IN THE GAME AND BASICALLY STOP BEING AN ASS SERIOUSLY.  I ASKED MYSELF ONE GOOD QUESTION WHEN THE HELL HAVE YOU EVERY LOST 47 POUNDS IN 5 WEEKS AND THE ROOM GOT REAL QUIET LOL. SO WITH THAT I GOT UP THIS MORNING PUT ON SOME OF MY TOO BIG JEANS THEY ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. KNOWING I CAN BUTTON THEM WHILE IN A CONVERSATION WHEN BEFORE I HAD TO LAY ON THE BED BREATHE SHALLOW WHILE SUCKING IN AS MUCH FAT AS I COULD AND HOPE AL WAS SOMEWHERE CLOSE TO LIFT ME BACK UP (LMAO) IM JUST PICTURING THAT IN MY HEAD IT CRACKS ME UP.  I MEAN IM STILL A BIG GIRRL NO DOUBT BUT THOSE DAMN JEANS ARE BIGGER AND THATS JUST SO DAMN AWESOME.
WELL THATS ALL I GOT FOR NOW SO FOR MY OH FAMILY LIVING THE DREAM WITH ME GOOD LUCK AND REMEMBER GOD LOVES YOU!!!!!! AND FOR MY OH FAMILY WAITING TO JOIN THE BENCH ITS COMING DONT GIVE UP AND LOOK IN THE MIRROR ALOT BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT GOING TO BELIEVE THE CHANGES AFTERWARDS!!!!!!!!! OH AND GOD LOVES YOU TOO !!!!!!!

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