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OMG FAMILY I MISS YOU SO MUCH I KNOW I KNOW YEAH RIGHT IF I MISSED YOU SO MUCH WHERE THE HECK HAVE I BEEN RIGHT I KNOW WELL HERE GOES IVE BEEN IN SCHOOL AND HOLDING DOWN TWO JOBS YOUR GIRL IS A SHOPAHOLIC AND I HAD TO GET A PART TIME JOB JUST TO COVER IT AND ITS SO FUNNY BECAUSE IM ADDICTED TO CHEAP CLOTHING STORES BECAUSE I CAN FINALLY FIT NOT JUST SOMETHING BUT EVERYTHING.  I LOVE MY GASTIC BYPASS!!!!!!! I WISH I COULD JUST HAVE ONE DAY TO BE ON LIVE TELEVISION TO EXPRESS HOW MUCH THIS SURGERY HAS CHANGED ME AS A PERSON AND MY LIFE. I WOULD JUST TELL ANYBODY WHO WANTS TO LISTEN HOW AWESOME GOD IS FOR GIVING ME SUCH A PRECIOUS GIFT SUCH AS A SECOND CHANCE AT LIFE AS THE WOMEN I ALWAYS FELT LIKE I WAS AND KNEW I COULD BE WITH JUST A LITTLE HELP.  I WOULD TELL THE WORLD IF GASTRIC BYPASS IS A THOUGHT IN YOUR HEAD IT CAN MOST DEFINITELY BECOOME A REALITY IN YOUR LIFE SO DONT GIVE UP IF YOUR FIGHTING WITH YOUR DOCTOR OR INSURANCE. DONT LET PEOPLE GET IN YOUR EAR AND TELL YOU ITS NOT FOR YOU JUST DO YOUR RESEARCH AND SAVE SOME MONEY CAUSE RATHER YOUR A GUY OR A GIRL SHOPPING IS SOOOOOOOOOOO FUN.
   FOR THOSE IF ANYBODY HAS READ MY POST YOU GUYS KNOW THIS WAS NOT AN EASY JOURNEY BUT IF HAD BEEN I DONT THINK FINALLY BEING HERE WOULD BE AS MUCH FUN I LOVE MY LIFE. I USED TO COME HERE AND STALK THE BOARDS WISHING AND PRAYING TO BE ONE OF THE LUCKY PEOPLE THAT THIS GIFT WAS GIVEN TO, WELL NOT ONLY AM I A RECIPIENT BUT HONEY I AQM HERE TO TESTIFY THAT GOD IS GOOD AND HE WILL GIVE YOU ANYTHING YOU WANT IN THIS LIFE TIME AS LONG AS YOUR READY TO DO THE WORK.
   WELL I KNOW YOU HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING SO HERE YOU GO DRUM ROLL PLEASE CURRENT WEIGHT IS 167.4
YUP YOU READ IT RIGHT I BUSTED MY @SS FOR THAT NUMBER SO DONT THINK FOR 1 MINUTE IT WAS EASY BUT IT  DARN SURE WAS FUN AND THE ENDING RESULTS AINT BAD EITHER LOL  TOOTING MY OWN HORN JUST A LITTLE. WELL THE PICTURES ARE UP!!!!
TO EVERYONE ON THE BENCH I LOVE YOU AND GOD BLESS US ALL
TO EVERYONE WAITING TO JOIN THE BENCH THIS IS GOD TEACHING YOU PATIENCE A SKILL YOU WIILL DEFINITELY BE HAPPY YOU POSSESS IN THE END......
I LOVE YOU ALL AND DONT STOP UNTIL YOU'RE A LOSER!!

HEY EVERYBODY WOW ITS BEEN SO LONG I REALLY NEVER THOUGHT I COULD STAY AWAY FROM OH THIS LONG I USED TO BE ON HERE AT LEAST 6 HOURS A DAY CRUISING THE FORUMS STALKING SOME PEOPLES PAGES (THE PEOPLE I PRAYED TO RESEMBLE AFTER SURGERY) WE HAVE SOME REALLY SEXY PEOPLE IN OUR CIRCLE BOTH GUYS AND GIRLS BOTH PRE-OP AND POST-OP.

WELL FOR ME EVERYTHING IS GOING AWESOME MY CURRENT WEIGHT IS 216. SURGERY WEIGHT WAS 319 I AM SO HAPPY WITH THIS SURGERY EVEN AFTER LOOKING AT THOUSANDS OF OTHER PEOPLES BEFORE AND AFTER NOT IN MY WILDEST DREAMS DID I THINK THIS WAS GONNA WORK FOR ME AND DARN SURE NOT THIS WELL.  ME AND MY PARTNER ARE LOSING TOGETHER (NO SHE DIDNT HAVE SURGERY) BUT SHE EATS BETTER WITH ME AND ITS WORKING WONDERS FOR BOTH OF US.  OH I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU GUYS I AM JUST SO THANKFUL THAT GOD LOVES ME SO MUCH HE SHOWED ME A WAY TO FIX MY LIFE AND GAVE ME THE OPPRUTUNITY TO ACTUALLY ACT ON WHAT HE SHOWED ME. NOTHING BUT THE GRACE OF GOD AND THE STEADY HAND OF DR. DUCHIENE COULD HAVE GOT ME HERE AND I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT, NOR WOULD I WANT TO. I EXCERCISE 3-5 TIMES A WEEK NOT OBSSESIVELY BUT I DO KNOW THAT EXCERCISE IS A BIG PART OF THIS JOURNEY SO I GIVE IT MY ALL I DO EVERYTHING FROM THE WII TO GETTING OUTSIDE AND RUNNING ITS A LITTLE MORE WALKING THAN RUNNING BUT HEY EVERYBODY STARTED SOMEWHERE AND IM GETTING IT DONE.  I LOVE MY RNY!!!! IM SORRY I DONT HAVE MORE TO TALK ABOUT LIKE DATING AND HANGING OUT BUT IM A LITTLE BIT OF A HOUSE PERSON BUT I DO GO SHOPPING EVERY CHANCE I GET. MY HONEY SAYS WERE GONNA END UP IN THE POOR HOUSE I JOKINGLY RESPOND WELL MAYBE WE CAN FIT NOW LOL  WELL THIS IS ALL FOR NOW I LOVE YOU ALL ON THE LOSERS BENCH AND FOR YOU ALL WAITING TO JOIN US TRUST ME ITS GONNA HAPPEN AND ITS GONNA BE AWESOME SO NEVER GIVE UP UNTIL YOU ARE A LOSER!!!!!!!!  

HEY OH FAMILY I KNOW ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I LAST POSTED SORRY TO ANYONE WANTING TO KNOW WHAT I'VE BEEN UP TO.  I'M PRETTY GOOD OVERALL WEIGHT LOSE CONTINUES I'M OFFICIALLY 259 TODAY THATS WHAT THE SCALE SAID I KNOW I KNOW NOT A SUPER AMOUNT BUT STILL A GOOD WAYS FROM 319 (STARTING WEIGHT)
ESPECIALLY SINCE I ONLY STARTED THIS JOURNEY AUGUST THE 30TH 2011. 
   WELL FOR ME I'M WORKING FULL TIME THANK GOD. AND I WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO GET A POSITION AT MY CHILDREN'S SCHOOL. I'M TRYING TO GET A PART-TIME ALSO AS AN AFTERSCHOOL AIDE.  THOSE KIDS ARE SOMETHING ELSE BUT I NEED THE CHEDDAR.
   BACK TO THE MATTER AT HAND I WENT TO THE NUTRITIONIST AND I USE A CALORIE COUNTER ON MY PHONE AND SINCE USUALLY IM THE ONLY PERSON CHECKING IT PERIODICALLY I KEEP IT 100 PERCENT HONEST WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY ME AND MY BIG MOUTH MENTIONED HOW AWESOME IT WAS AND HOW IM SWEARING BY IT AND SHE ASKS TO SEE IT AND SAW HOW I SOMETIMES TRIP UP AND EAT THINGS LIKE A HALF OF CHEESE BURGER FROM BURGER KING OR SWEET POTATOE FRIES FROM WHITE CASTLE NOW BY NO MEANS CAN I EAT ANY OF THESE THINGS IN ABUNDANCE BUT I DID NOT WANT HER TO KNOW THAT I SOMETIMES INDULGE.  WELL GUYS IT WASNT AS BAD AS I THOUGHT SHE STATED THAT THINGS WOULD GO ALOT SMOOTHER IN THE LONG RUN IF I COULD TOTALLY GIVE UP THE FAST FOOD i'M PRAYING ON THAT ONE. BUT SHE UNDERSTOOD THAT I AM IN NO WAY A WEAK PERSON BUT I DO HAVE WEAKNESSES AND IF FOOD WASNT ONE OF THEM I WOULD HAVE NEVER NEEDED SURGERY IN THE FIRST PLACE. I LOVE MY NUT SHES REALLY DOWN TO EARTH BUT DONT GET ME WRONG SHES NOT A PUSH OVER I WAS ACTUALLY SO NERVOUS B4 SHE CALLED ME IN HER OFFICE I WENT IN THE RESTROOM AND TRIED TO POOP JUST TO BEAT THAT SCALE LOL. I KNOW TMI BIG TIME BUT THATS WHAT THIS SITE IS ABOUT KEEPING IT 100 WITH SOME OF THE CLOSEST FRIENDS WE MIGHT EVER HAVE WITHOUT MEETING IN PERSON.  WELL THATS ALL FOLKS. TO ALL MY FELLOW LOSERS NOT YET ON THE BENCH YOUR TURN WILL BE HERE B4 YOU KNOW IT. AND TO ALL MY LOSERS ON THE BENCH RIDE THAT WAVE SEE YA AND STAY BLESSED NEVER FORGET THAT NONE OF THIS WOULD BE POSSIBLE WITHOUT GOD.
 

HEY EVERYBODY I WANT TO START BY SAYING I MISSED WRITTING BUT I REALLY DONT HAVE TO MUCH TO SAY. THE SCALE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY I SHOULDNT HAVE LISTENED TO AL (MY PARTNER) AND BROUGHT THAT MEAN AND EVIL THING INTO THIS HOUSE!!!! I HAVE BEEN STICKING AROUND 272 FOR THE LAST 2 WEEKS AND IT HAD ME STRESSED TO THE MAX AND I DIDNT WANT TO HEAR THE STAY OFF THE SCALE SPEECH SO I JUST DIDNT POST.  WELL THE SCALE IS STILL ON 272 BUT LAST NIGHT I PULLED OUT MY CELLPHONE AND DID THE MATH 319-272=47
FOR SOME REASON DOING THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING ONCE I SAW THAT 47 I REALIZED I NEEDED TO GET MY HEAD IN THE GAME AND BASICALLY STOP BEING AN ASS SERIOUSLY.  I ASKED MYSELF ONE GOOD QUESTION WHEN THE HELL HAVE YOU EVERY LOST 47 POUNDS IN 5 WEEKS AND THE ROOM GOT REAL QUIET LOL. SO WITH THAT I GOT UP THIS MORNING PUT ON SOME OF MY TOO BIG JEANS THEY ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. KNOWING I CAN BUTTON THEM WHILE IN A CONVERSATION WHEN BEFORE I HAD TO LAY ON THE BED BREATHE SHALLOW WHILE SUCKING IN AS MUCH FAT AS I COULD AND HOPE AL WAS SOMEWHERE CLOSE TO LIFT ME BACK UP (LMAO) IM JUST PICTURING THAT IN MY HEAD IT CRACKS ME UP.  I MEAN IM STILL A BIG GIRRL NO DOUBT BUT THOSE DAMN JEANS ARE BIGGER AND THATS JUST SO DAMN AWESOME.
WELL THATS ALL I GOT FOR NOW SO FOR MY OH FAMILY LIVING THE DREAM WITH ME GOOD LUCK AND REMEMBER GOD LOVES YOU!!!!!! AND FOR MY OH FAMILY WAITING TO JOIN THE BENCH ITS COMING DONT GIVE UP AND LOOK IN THE MIRROR ALOT BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT GOING TO BELIEVE THE CHANGES AFTERWARDS!!!!!!!!! OH AND GOD LOVES YOU TOO !!!!!!!

WELL OH FAMILY I'M REALLY DOING IT I HAD SURGERY ON AUGUST THE 30TH AND AS OF YESTERDAY MORNING I AM ACTUALLY 275 LBS. NOW YOU LET SOME NON BELIEVER TELL ME GOD AINT GOOD. THREE WEEKS AGO I WAS 315 POUNDS AND UNEMPLOYE,D DEPRESSED, MISERABLE, AND THE ONLY THING I WAS DOING IS PRAYING. WELL THIS WEEK I AM DOWN 40LBS. AND JUST STARTED A NEW JOB TUESDAY I LOVE THE LORD!!!!! I REALLY HAVENT BEEN UP TO MUCH THIS JOB IS SUCH A BLESSING BECAUSE BILLS ARE JUST LIKE TIME THEY WAIT FOR NO MAN OR WOMAN IN MY CASE. I WAS OFFERED A POSITION AT MY CHILDREN'S SCHOOL AS A PERSONAL AIDE TO THE AUTISM CHILDREN, SO NOT ONLY AM I EMPLOYED I GET TO BE WITH MY CHILDREN ALSO. CAN YOU SAY I'M LOVIN IT WELL BE BLESSED AND IF YOUR ON THE BENCH JUST REMEMBER ITS A MARATHON NOT A RACE TAKE IT EASY AND IF YOUR GOING THROUGH THE PROCESS TO GET ON THE BENCH REMEMBER THERE'S NO TESTIMONY IF THERE'S NO TRIBULATION
I LOVE YOU GUYS TALK TO YALL SOON!!!!!!

HI FAMILY THIS IS MY FIRST POST SINCE SURGERY. I KNOW ITS BEEN A WHILE BUT BABY LET ME JUST SAY THIS SURGERY IS NO JOKE IN THE PAIN DEPARTMENT THIS ISH KICKED MY @SS!  I HAVE HAD MAYBE 2 GOOD NIGHTS OF SLEEP  AND ITS STILL ROUGH.  WHEN I WOKE UP IN THE RECOVERY ROOM I JUST REMEMBER THEM TELLING ME IT WAS ALL DONE AND EVERYTHING WENT WELL, BUT I FELT LIKE IT WAS ALL JUST BEGEINING I HURTED SO BAD AND WAS SO WEAK OMG THIS COMING FROM A WOMAN WHO HAS HAD A TUBAL PREGANCY THEY HAD TO REMOVE LAPROSCOPICLY, LAPBAND PUT IN, LAPBAND REMOVED, GALLBLADDER REMOVED SO IM NO NEWBIE TO SURGERY AND ALL THOSE ARE ABDOMEN SURGERIES BUT NOTHING LIKE THIS. THIS SHIT HURTED SO BAD I DONT EVEN WANT PLASTICS WHEN IM DONE I TOLD MY PARTNER I HOPE STUFF LOOKS HALF WAY APPEALING IN THE END CAUSE I AM SOOOO DONE.
    WELL ON TO BETTER TIMES TODAY I AM 10 DAYS OUT AND I WENT TO SEE MY SURGEON AND I AM 291 FOM 315!!! YAAAAAAY GO ME. I AM VERY HAPPY BUT SO AFRAID ITS GONNA BE A SHORT LIVED HAPPINESS. I WANT THIS TO WORK SO BAD BUT I FEEL LIKE IM SUPPOSED TO ACT LIKE OH WELL NO BIG DEAL. MY PARTNER IS SO SUPPORTIVE BUT THE REST OF MY FAMILY ARE CRAZY THEY WAS ASKING HER SO IS SHE SKINNY WHEN I WAS STILL IN THE HOSPITAL.  MIND YOU THIS IS A GROUP OF PEOPLE THAT I COOKED DINNER FOR AND EXPLAINED EVERYTHING DUMB @SSES!
    ITS CRAZY MY MOM JUST KEEP LOOKING AT ME LIKE I SMELL OR SOMETHING. BUT SHE HAD LAPBAND IN JANUARY AND I WAS HER PERSONAL CHEERLEADER. EVEN THOUGH I WAS DOING MY PRE CERT STUFF WHEN SHE DECIDED TO HAVE SURGERY AND SHE HAD HER SURGERY BEFORE ME AND I WAS SO HAPPY FOR HER.  I THINK SHE FEELS LIKE IM GONNA STEAL HER ATTENTION NOW IDK AND FRANKLY DONT CARE BUT I GUESS YOU GOTTA KNOW OUR HISTORY FOR IT TO MAKE SINCE THAT A MOM IS SO UNATTACHED TO SOMETHING THAT MEANS SO MUCH TO HER CHILD (HER ONLY CHILD)
  BUT THE FACT IS IM ON THE LOSERS BENCH AND IM FINALLY HAPPY TO BE HERE VERY TIRED ENERGY LEVEL IS GOOD WHEN I WAKE UP FOR THE LAST 3 DAYS BUT IT DEPLETES QUICKLY.
  TO ALL MY SISTERS AND BROTHES WAITING TO JOIN ME ON THE BENCH I AM DEFINITELY HOLDING YOUR SPOT YOU WILL BE HERE SOON GOD BLESS YOU AND THANKS FO READING!!!!!!!!!!!! 

HELLO ALL MY OH FAMILY MY SURGERY IS TODAY I AM SO HAPPY I CAN TRUELY SAY I HAVE NO WORRIES I KNOW MY FATHER IN HEAVEN HAS HIS HANDS ALL OVER ME I JUST CANT WAIT TO WAKE UP TO A NEW LIFE, A NEW ME, A NEW PLAN.  I HAVE BEEN ON THIS JOURNEY FOR A LONG TIME AND AS WITH ANYTHING WORTH DOING AT ALL IT HAS ALL BEEN WORTH IT.  TODAY IS THE BIG PAYOFF AND I AM SO READY TO CASH IN THIS TIRED OVER WEIGHT BODY AND IN RETURN GET MY NEW HEALTHY HAPPY AND YES SEXY ONE BACK!!!!!!  I KNOW IM CONCIETED BUT I GOT A REASON IN MY (REMY VOICE) LOL.  SEE YA ALL SOON I WILL POST AS SOON AS IM UP TO IT>
STAY BLESSED AND REMEMBER WITH GOD ON OUR SIDE WHO COULD BE AGAINST US

HEY EVERYBODY WELL I HAVE BOTH OF MY SHOES, LOL FOR ANYONE READING MY POSTS THEY KNOW THE JOKE BECAUSE I PREVIOUSLY THREATENED TO LEAVE IT IN MY SUGEONS A** IF HE DIDNT HAVE A SURGERY DATE FOR ME TODAY.  WELL HE DID NOT WANT THE SHOE!!!!! MY DATE IS AUGUST 30TH. AS OF AUGUST 30TH I WILL OFFICIALLY BE ON THE LOSERS BENCH AND GUYS I ACTUALLY BELIEVE IT THIS TIME. I REALLT THINK GOD HAS A PLAN FOR ME IM STARTING TO FEEL HIGHLY BLESSED AND FAVORED. 

GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!

WELL FAMILY I GUESS ITS OFFICIAL I CAN TELL THE FUTURE , ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT I WAS IN NO RUSH FOR MY BIRTHDAY CAUSE IT WAS GONNA BLOW CHUNKS.  WELL IT STARTED OFF BAD BECAUSE I COULDNT SLEEP SO I WAS UP HALF THE NIGHT STALKING THE BOARDS THATS WHAT MY LIFE HAS BECOME SINCE THIS DAMN SURGEON DECIDED TO PUT ME ON PAUSE SO TO SPEAK.
   WELL MY DAUGHTER WHO IS ONLY 11 YEARS OLD WOKE UP LOOKING FUNNY HER EYE AND MOUTH DIDNT LOOK RIGHT SO I TOOK HER TO THE DR.S WHERE SHE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH BELLS PALSEY, ITS A INFLAMATION OF THE NERVE IN YOUR FACE THAT MAKES YOU RESEMBLE SOMEONE WHO MAY OF HAD A STROKE!!!! SO NEEDLESS TO SAY I FELT HORRIBLE FOR MY BABY AND AFRAID AND SCARED. SHE IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME I LOVE HER MORE THAN I LOVE MYSELF. SO I HAVE BEEN SECRETLY CRYING EVER SINCE I FOUND OUT. IT IS SUPPOSE TO BE CURABLE BUT ITS ONE OF THOSE THINGS WHERE ONLY TIME WILL TELL AND ME AND TIME ARE ALREADY ON THE OUTS BEHIND THIS SURGERY SO I GUESS I NEED TO APOLIGIZE TO TIME CAUSE I NEED HIM TO MOVE HIS BUTT SO MY BABY CAN GET WELL. 
   BUT YOU KNOW SOMETHING I JUST REALIZED WHILE TYPING BECAUSE I JUST SIT DOWN AND LET MY FINGERS DO THE WALKING I NEVER KNOW WHAT IM GONNA WRITE.  MY GOD HAS A WAY OF PUTTING THINGS INTO PERSPECTIVE.  BECAUSE AS BAD AS I WANT THIS SURGERY IF I HAD TO CHOSE I WOULD PICK MY CHILD HANDS DOWN AS BAD AS I NEED THIS SURGERY ITS NO COMPARISON. I CANT FRONT IM STILL ON HERE ALLDAY BUT ITS LIKE SINCE I FOUND OUT ABOUT MY BABY THIS IS JUST TO CALM MY MIND NOT LIKE B4 I WAS ADDICTED AND JUST KIDDING MYSELF THAT I WAS PATIENTLY WAITING MY TURN. 
    I WAS SECRETLY JEALOUS OF EVERONE ELSE AND RUSHING FATHER TIME AND NEEDLESS TO SAY HE DONT LIKE THAT SO GOD GOT ME OFFF HIS BACK. BECAUSE NOW ALL I CAN THINK TO MYSELF IS THANK GOD I DIDNT HAVE MY SURGERY I WOULD HAVE BEEN TRYING TO HEAL AND TOO HELPLESS TO HELP HER. EVEN THOUGH I PROBRABLY WOULD HAVE ENDED UP HURTING MYSELF CAUSE IM SUPER MOM I NEVER LET THEM SEE ME SWEAT. 
  WELL IT JUST GOT WORST FROM THERE ME AND MY MOM GOT INTO IT  BECAUSE SHE SUGGESTED I STILL PARTY LIKE ITS 1999 BECAUSE SHE HAD PURCHASED A CAKE AND DRINKS AND INVITED A FEW FRIENDS OVER. I TOTALLY LOST IT HOW THE HLL CAN I CELEBRATE WITH MY CHILD SICK (SMDH) SOME PEOPLE.  ME AND MY PARTNER GOT INTO IT JUST BECAUSE I GUESS EVERYTHING ELSE WAS MESSED UP IT JUST FELT RIGHT. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY WE ARGUED OR WHAT WAS SAID BUT I GUESS IT WAS BAD WE STILL AINT SPEAKIN .