FACE THE MUSIC!!!

Jul 23, 2012

July 23, 2012

A note to myself…

I'm drowning in a sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me
I yearn to accomplish success
I don't want to end up where You found me 2009
I know I thought that I would never be here again. 
But today I feel like I'm just one mistake away from losing my way

I can't bear to be the woman that has been rising up in me again

Let me build on my successes and achieve the goals I feel slipping through my hands.

I start the day and the war begins, Time and time again

I try and fail.  Success is drowned out by the storm I'm in
Today I feel like I'm just one mistake away from losing my way
 
I know that it is in my actions that the truth is revealed

I can't live the way I have.

I have to work to achieve my plan.
So now is the time to step up

Take the right steps and do what is needed to do.

Nobody said it's easy.
It's do or die, only the strong survive

SO TO FORGETFULNESS OF SUCESS
I’m getting ready to stand up and fight.

Hear me scream like I want it
Hear me yell like I mean it
If I’m going to go down I’m
going loud, going strong, going proud, going on, going hard.

THERE IS NO GOING HOME.

I'll pull and push myself right back into place
I'll take you down and wipe that smile right off your face
I'll watch you break, you're mine to take.
It's all or nothing, nowhere left to run

Time to turn the tide

There is nowhere left to hide.
I’m ready for the fight

 
I know it is hard, but what I need to do is….

    Get help because old habits have rising up in me again.

         Get focused and think of me first again.

       Stop sitting on my past achievement of success, by letting them wither and die.

        Feel the pain I felt about losing this life

       Be accountable

      Be committed

      Be honest

        Move more!!!

         Journal food and feeling

         Burdening my husband with the limited ability.

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.
Believe everything happens for a reason.
If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. 
If it changes your life, let it. 
If you get off track, be kind to yourself, but take the necessary steps to get right back on track.
Mistakes can be stepping-stones to getting it right.
Nobody said life would be easy.
They just promised it would be worth it.
You only get one ticket so enjoy the ride, always be accountable to yourself.

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