Had to make God & my daughter some promises

Mar 05, 2014

Had to make God & my daughter some promises.  I said Lord if I get skinny and lookin good I promise to not flaunt it, brag about it, tell other people about it unless they ask, I won't wear skimpy clothes or a bikini though I might want to my daughter says No don't you wear a bikini cause I can't or won't...though she is fit and could if she wanted to.  Lord I promise to stay modest and never forget that I have been fat skinny fat skinny fat fat fat & now after surgery next week after I get to goal slim & healthy; Lord let me never forget the person I was so I can become new.  Lord never let me pass judgement on anybody else that is like me or larger than me because I know the struggle.  My daughter also said don't you be posing all crazy for a bunch of pictures either; my reply was "baby I just want to feel confident about being in pictures again so I can take pictures with you" because I run from cameras now. I am going to post before/after pics and progress pics but I promise not to be half naked or do duck lips;LOL  My daughter also asked me today "Mom when you do get skinny what if your arms still stay big and flappy?" Dang kids are honest! I told her I'll be lifting some weights to try and combat that too.  

My beautiful daughter

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