Almost to my 6 month mark!

May 31, 2009

I am sitting here baffled.  Looking back on my weight loss journey I can't believe it's June and in 3 weeks I have my 6 month follow up with Dr. Valin.  I must say that this road has been not what I expected.   My emotions have been on a roller coaster ride feeling happy that I am loosing weight but a little scared with some of the attention I get.  You know, I was that fat chick sitting in the corner, always happy go lucky like nothing would ever bother me.  Well, now with my loss of over 60 lbs I get...wow, you look great?!?!  What the hell does that mean?  I always thought I looked great, as they said but now it's in a different tone...a serious sureal tone.  Like, Heide you are looking great!

It's a bit unsettling but I am thinking about going Thursday to a meeting at St. Rafael's.  I really think it's time that I get things in check and don't get off this ride, because it's totally amazing!  I started out at 298 and today my Wii said 234.8...now if only my brain can see and understand that! LOL

Okay, I hope to catch up with you people at the West Haven Beach!  Planning on taking a walk tonight while the kids are in karate.  Have to take my daughter with me since she's been pushing me to jog and she is a great inspiration.  Like I tell her, little by little and Mommy will be running right along with you, just give me a little break!  Ca't believe I'm telling my 7 year old that! 

Have a great day, happy June 1st!!

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