My First Rant

Jun 17, 2010

 I'm going on my 6th week and have been cruising along nicely with my weight loss.  I've been slowly losing small amounts each week - last week I only lost .6 of a pound but as long as the scales were still going in the right direction I was happy.  Today I got on the scale for my weekly weigh in and I am up 1.6 lbs.  Bummer............  I did check my measurements and nothing has changed up or down so that makes me feel better - at least I'm not getting bigger - just heavier.......lol.  My intellect tells me that 1.6 lbs is nothing to worry about - but I cannot stop flashing that number in my head like a neon sign...........lol

I live 4 hours from my surgeon's clinic and they have a local doctor here where I live who they have an agreement with to look after their patient's fills.   On Monday I was interviewed by my fill nurse and she faxed my fill requisition for my first fill into the fill doctor.  I know he does his fills on Thursday's - every day this week passed and each day I did not get a call and now it's Friday and I still don't have an appt. for a future fill.  The lap band clinic has been awesome and has been in touch with me almost daily.

Even though I can handle not getting my appt. for this week - what bothers me is that they couldn't even bother to call me and at least book me for a future date.  I am such an "A" type personality and I just need to be constantly moving forward and "have a plan".  I hate not having all the control...........lol.

So although there's not really anything my OH peers can do for me - it's just nice to have a place to complain.  I am going to be really careful about my menu and hope for the phone to ring today - I feel like someone who's been on a first date and is waiting for that "phone call"........lol.

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