On the road to changing my life

May 29, 2014

I haven't been on here in awhile because I just decided I wasn't into thinking about it.  I even decided maybe it wasn't meant to be because I just didn't see it actually happening.  Since then, I have been inadvertently trying to have a baby, very actively and haven't had any luck.  Add that to the list of problems right? Well anyway, brings me to now.  I just went to my first seminar and I feel so much better about my original decision.  Even better, I brought my husband along with me and he is on the support wagon now which is even better. I feel like I am on the right road to where I want to be.  I was rereading one of my posts from a couple months ago and I realized I had added all these reasons I wanted to do this for myself and today I really sat and thought about it and changed it to one huge reason.  I want to have a baby, but not only that, I want to have a happy and healthy pregnancy as well.  I want to enjoy being pregnant and not feeling like a blob that you can't even tell is pregnant.  I know I am young and it seems early in my life to do this but I have a less chance of sagging skin right now, I can get my life and health on track and I can run with my children and take pictures without wanting to cry.  I won't give any more clothes to my older sisters and mom because they are too small for me.

I think I am more happy that I talked to the surgical nurse about my pcos and asked her how many people they have seen with it.  She said they have quite a few women with this problem and they do send insurance pcos as a medical condition for surgery.  This makes me incredibly happy because one of the main things about pcos is weight gain. 

I am so happy I am finally getting this ball rolling but I know there is still a chance that insurance won't come through....I won't let myself get my hopes up for someone to tell me that they don't want to help.

S 

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