9-29-10 ~ 160

Sep 29, 2010

I am so mad at myself  I can hardly look in the mirror to get ready to go to work.   I have no control over my eating.  I have zero self disipline.  I know what I want and I know what it takes to get there but I just can't do it.   It's insane!
 

I have an appt. on 10-6 to talk to Dr. Bagnato in Albany, GA about another lapband.  Don't know if he will even think it is the answer for me.  Atleast I could maintain my weight loss with the band.   Also worried I will have too much scar tissue to get another band and worry about what I am doing to myself by continuing to put this foreign object in my body. 
I wish he did the sleeve but don't think he does. 
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9-14-10 ~ ???

Sep 14, 2010

don't have the courage to get on the scales.  I knew it would not be what I want it to be and that would put a dark cloud over my entire day, so I refuse to step on them.

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8-23-10 ~ 151

Aug 23, 2010

UGH!!!  I weighed 148 Saturday morning and today I am back up to 151! 

 
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8-20-10 ~ 150

Aug 20, 2010

I am very happy with this today!   My goal is to maintain where I am at right now and I have manged to do that for 56 days since having my band removed.   YES!!  I am proud of that.     
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8-19-2010 ~ 151

Aug 18, 2010

UGH!!! Back up to 151 again!  
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8-17-10 ~ 148

Aug 17, 2010

YES!  That is better!
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8-13-10 ~ 151.8

Aug 13, 2010

Don't know how.  I ate two bowls of rice krispies before bed last night.  I do great all day and then at night I am hopeless.  Have absolutely no control!
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8-12-2010 ~ 152

Aug 12, 2010

  I'm not in control of the food ~ the food is in control of me!
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8-9-10 ~ 152 :(

Aug 09, 2010

Went for physical today.  Weighed 152 at home and 154 at the doctors office.  

He gave me diet pills.  Told me I need to exercise and watch what I eat.  *My Life Story*.
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8-6-10 ~ 149

Aug 06, 2010

Still holding at 149.  To close to 150 for my comfort, but atleast it is not 150.  I had a bacon biscuit for breakfast for the first time in over a year.  Kinda mad at myself about that.  It could have been avoided with a little self discipline.  
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