1 year since surgery

Mar 13, 2013

I have been at goal since about the 7th of February.Then life happened,had to do some emergency travel,moved house and in March I lost another 8 pounds in 2 weeks.It was great as I felt great but I was too thin.Imagine that..lol.I couldnt sit anymore as my tailbone was aching so badly I couldnt stand it.the bruising got worse again and I started having severe tingling and burning in my hands.

last week I decided I had to gain back about 4 pounds.Well,it took me only 4 days to do that and it scared the daylights out of me.It is still as easy as ever to gain weight.Just eat some refined carbs.I now weigh 160 and am 5'8 tall and big boned.

At the moment I am struggling as I dont feel good about the gain.I have decided to drop the 4 again,but slowly this time.

 Will be going for bloods next week as I am struggling with LOTS of bruises.I mean a lot,for no reason.Did a dexa scan a couple of weeks ago that was normal.

anyway,I am so happy to be thin.Now I just have to work some more on balance.I need to find out how to not lose (after losing my 4) and not gaining while eating somewhat healthier.

This journey is not over.In fact,I have a feeling that it has only just started.

on another note.I am too scared for plastics.But people stare at my arms.My friend told me it makes me look old,the arms being so wrinkly..lol.I will wait until after summer to make a decision about the plastics.Maybe I will be fed up by then with all this lose skin as we are going on a beach holiday very soon.This is a challenge for me as one cannot hide the wrinkles at the beach..lol.

Still the best thing I ever did for myself though,wrinkles and all.

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