its been a while

Apr 17, 2010

well lets just say its been a while , things are going well for the most part accept  the one thing i have ever wanted was too be accepted bye people that dont even know  me  now that im there WOW when your big all your life and u get too a point where u blend in with people things are sure different , and  now im coming too the point where i know my life is changed some for the better and some for the worst , i  see people that new who i was i can walk rate bye or i can say hi , when i say hi they dont even know who i am , which kind hurts ,  something i wanted so bad i almost feel ashamed for what i have done  , i think too myself i have worked so hard no one has handed me anything , it is me im still the same inside  like i should not care what they think , but not all the past was bad and the memories are in my head i just wish people could see me for who i am , my heart still bleeds and my soul still hurts ..........

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