Panic set in-shakes are going good!

Jan 25, 2010

Well I cannot find my Bariatric Surgery book from the surgeon. Lost it or put it away where I cannot find it. Almost gave up on it after 2 denials but still here. Seems all the nutrition classes and all that got lost in my memory. All the do's and don'ts after the surgery. Well 9 days left until I go in to have my surgery in Fargo, ND. Excited but also scared all over again. The pain is all I can think of and you think I could handle after having 4 kids. I can handle it but just scared!!  May be because I finally realized I can die and it could happen today even. But never really realized how my weight could KILL ME FASTER with heart failure; liver failure and just plain diabetes. Now I have a chance to lose the weight, play with my son and run with my kids! So very happy to see what the future holds for me. I love life!!

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