flowerzita
Hi my name is flower, Im here to find out more information and people going through the same thing as Iam, well I have been heavy all my life, I come from divorced parent's, I lived with my mom all my life, but I missed my dad soooo much, I know I always ate becouse of what I was feeling yeah it's emotional eating, and me it's the sweet's , chips, all the good tasting junk, well that helped to gain weight while I was reaching adulthood, and here Iam at 34, and ready to end this battle of being overweight, I married in 2001, thinking I was going to start a family, well to my surprise, I have hormone inbalance, becouse of my weight, the doctor said, and I haven't gotten pregnant after 7 years, and that is one of my reasons that I want to go through this, and get the surgery, well Im a happy person, but my health is very important to me I have tried all kind's of diets, at one point I lost 92 pounds, my top weight has been 306, no Im not embarassed to say, and then in 2005 I lost my mom to pancreatic cancer, and yes I gained almost all of it back and now I have pain in my legs that make me feel so bad, becouse I can't really exercise without having pain, anyways I guess this is a little about me so you can see where Im coming from.
