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Aug 23, 2013
I rarely come on here to communicate because a lot of my OH friends are now my friends on Facebook.. Alycia Porter
I FEEL SO GUILTY!!!!
Feb 27, 2013
I used to hang on every picture and every post in need of support and encouragement and to also give as I found success in my weight loss journey. I feel so guilty for not coming on here posting about my continued journey as support and hopes for others.
My lowest weight was 148# I saw a picture of me and thought I looked too skinny...po' as the old country folks would say, gaunt in the face, just bad. So I decided to gain some weight. I landed at 161# and stayed right there for years with the exception of when I didn't have my thyroid medicine. I am currently to 171# today. But when I was off my thyroid medicine I went as high as 189, but when my thyroid was back regulated the weight fell off. These 10 pounds though are so hard to get rid of. I will post a current pic. You can see my current progress on FB Alycia Porter please make sure you message me saying you are from OH...Have a great day....happy losing!!!
20 lbs up!!!!
May 04, 2010
I'm not too down about it. I had to change Dr's due to insurance issues. I've had my thryoid removed so I have hypothyroidism. I've been out of my medicine for over a month almost 2 i'm thinking...ALOT of this is my fault because I procrastinated on a few levels and what is dumb is that I didn't deem me not having my thyroid medicine important until my weight began to climb...and rapidly...I haven't changed how I eat Im really fatigued which is a symptom of not having my medicine, so my exercise is down only a bit. I go to the Dr tomorrow YAY...just wondering how long it will take for the swelling to go away!!! and the Fat.
Funny!!!
Jan 19, 2010
High School Reunion dinner
Dec 19, 2009
I just want to thank my HEAVENLY FATHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One Year Surgiversary!!!
Dec 01, 2009
Stir fry in place of EXTRA calories
Nov 27, 2009
Pity Party and Competition!!! And more...
Nov 15, 2009
Eating and Such
While her brother was in the hospital I ate junk after junk after junk and gained several pounds...when i'm nervous or upset I EAT!!!! and watching someone pass made be both..on the other hand she didnt eat and lost a great deal...I didnt notice till after that it had become a competition...at least it seemed that way...once everything had calmed down and her appetite was back ( oh I had RNY 12/1/08 she had RNY 03/11/08) I had complained that I gained 7lbs and she lost about what I gained so it put us with in 10lbs difference in weight she wouldn't eat unless she saw me eat and at the moment that I stopped eatting so would she...maybe i'm paranoid or something or just tired from not getting enough sleep from having a 7 month old...we had her since she was 5 weeks. My goal weight that my dr gave me was 144lbs and I want to be that by the time my year anniversary is here...like 2 weeks away 11lbs and I really blew today...just irritated with all that I stated above and what do I do EAT!!!! But I logged on here and read other ppls stories and where they were in a yr and some made it to goal b4 and yr and some after so why is it such a big deal to me, for me to be 144 on the scale at my drs ofc...i dont know but I can feel the anxiousness welling up inside me as I think about it...I think I want him to be PROUD of me...that's strikingly odd to me to type that because I didn't think of that until it was being typed...but its true...Well tomorrow is a new day and I'll just jump back on that horse tomorrow start a fresh day with a new attitude if I can get some sleep...lol.
I also think I am using my partner as competition...I am so proud of her weight loss and she looks great and ppl tell her that all the time...alot of her family and friends saw her at her brothers services. I was beaming because ppl never thought she could do it...SHE DID Na na nana nah...But she is competitve so it makes me competive cause she will mention I lost all my weight sooner than you or something...but as I sit her does it make a difference as long as we both lost it...OTHER THAN THE FACT I JUST DON"T WANT TO F'g hear it...chuckle...well i'm going to go climb into my cozy little bed with Aniya in between us and go to sleep..there are so many other more serious issues ppl are going thru and I'm rambling about something that would seem like Bull Snot to them...forgive LORD...
Vacation going on 2 weeks
Jul 06, 2009
Still on vacation, in Arlington, TN suburb of Memphis. I found the scale...not so good...when i first weighed myself it said 175# Tuesday 7/2/09 I gained. I also hadn't taken my thyroid medicine in about two weeks. After weighing myself I promptly went to the pharmacy and paid cash for my medicine since I didn't bring my insurance card. I weigh myself on Mondays so today was the day and I am down to 173.5# which is pretty close to where I was when I started this vacation. The scale here only does whole and half pounds. My scale reads point .2, .4, .6,.8, 0 so its a little more detailed. I have started walking everyday for the last 4 days for the last 2 I have walked for at least 45 min morning and night. Boy are my hips sore. I walk thru the subdivision which is hilly. When I sit down for a while and then get up I'm limping from the pain in my hips. I'm very proud of myself for walking while down here on vacation...even when my BFF didn't go I still walked. We usually push one another so I am glad I am self motivated which hasn't always been the case. We have a pool party down here this weekend I want to loose a little weight before then. I hope that is possible.
July 1, 2009
Still not home. I’m now in Arlington, Tennessee. I still miss my scale. I even dreamed that I got to weigh myself. Were staying at my BF’s home and I am hoping they have a scale in their master bath, because there isn’t one in the guest bathroom or the half bath…I know it is wrong because I am just waiting for him to get up so that I can sneak in their room and weigh myself. Sneak…why am I ashamed that I MUST weigh myself. If I weigh myself here at least I will have a general idea of how much I weigh, but it won’t be the same as getting on my own scale. Her brother Pete noticed right away that we lost weight. His wife Denise never said anything about it at all not even when he pointed it out, she never acknowledged it. That’s okay because when I noticed that she had lost weight, she was already thin but had a pouch (like Michelle Obama), I didn’t say anything either. Why I didn’t is beyond me. Maybe I thought it would be insulting. IDK. So maybe she is the same. She has gained weight and I definitely won’t mention that. Well today I want to go see Graceland and try to run into my friend that lives in Memphis that I haven’t seen in 20 yrs. She never saw me fat except for my facebook pics, so me being 170+/- will be a fat me to her.
Yipee Ki Yay Mother F#%*$R
Jun 22, 2009
I read all the time on the forum about stalls for weeks and even months, and since I gained weight I really had in my mind that I was headed for one of those long stalls. My weight has been coming off fairly well to me, at a pretty good pace. So, if I continue to lose in this manner I could actually reach my goal before my surgiversary. Which would be awesome. I feel guilty because some people, very diligent people, who eat right and exercise 4 to 5 days a week have posted being in stalls for sometimes long periods of time. My heart goes out to them. I empathize with them and I know how awful I felt for this past week. We risk our lives to save our lives. Most of us also want to hurry up and get there with a little bit of vanity mixed in there as well. Thank God I am making it through and avoiding a major stall.