Danette W.
Better now
Sep 09, 2010
I'm feeling better now. I kicked that depression's ugly ass out the door and am energized. I think that I was probably just lonely. I've been spending most of my days at home by myself with only facebook and the TV to keep me company. I guess I could've reached out. It's not like I have a lack of people who understand me.I've decided to remove myself from my support group. I'm going to try to be there to the people who are currently in my life but I find it too exhausting. I'm a loner who doesn't like too many people in my life. It makes me tired just thinking about it. Too many people too much drama.
I'm still losing weight but it's slowed down a bit. But then I've been cheating on my diet a little bit but not too seriously. I really, really miss fruit and veggies. A peach or two has made it into my diet.
I've tried to eat beef and it looks like beef is gonna have to ground from now or until it quits coming back up the way it went in.
I'm having problems with the chew thing. I find myself eating way too fast and man does it hurt. I'm gonna have to cut my food up before I sit down. It's so hard to change the habits of a life time.
I wore a shirt yesterday that I couldn't do up a couple of months ago. How gratifying that was!!! I really need to get a full sized mirror so I can watch myself shrink. I only have 1 mirror in the house and that's the small mirror on the medicine cabinet. So this is a big step for me as well as I bought a scale. A SCALE me. Life is strange sometimes.
I can hardly wait to get to 250lbs I won't weighed that much since I was about 25. Then bye bye 200's. Those pounds can kiss my ass on the way out!!!
Danette
