Feeling better

Dec 19, 2009

OK, so it has been really hard the first several days.  I watch others eat and I feel anger.  We had a xmas party yesterday at work and everyone was going on and on about how they were going to start eating heathier via the new year and was just stuffing themselves with brownies, fudge, chips and salsa, and my weakness mac and cheese.  I did risk it and I ate some mac and cheese.  I'm sure I had atleast 1/2 cup, then also had 2 small brownies throughout the day and 1 sm. piece of fudge.  I have been so hungry and it felt good not to hear my tummy rumble all day long.  I got everything down just fine, which also scares me cause I know i could cheat and go back to eating the wrong foods and it becomes a battle between the new me and the old me.  I woke up today and did eat only 2 oz of mac and cheese and I am not choosing it any more today.  I feel good today and I am taking advantage of it.  I am going to the library and I am going to make sure I park farther out.  I'm down 10 pounds and my hubby today called me "skinny"   Haven't heard that in a long time.  He said he could already see a difference in my "junk in the trunk!"  I want to keep some of my "junk" I will just choose to keep the healthier more toned version!

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