Happymomma
On the bright side
Dec 28, 2009
Ok so I started out good today. The candy is gone..thanks to the kids not me for once, and I start everyday fresh and new. I drank my 2 protein shakes and had a decent lunch, but dinner is another story. We went to Texas Roadhouse to eat. I ordered BBQ chicken breast and a potato. I only had 1/2 a roll, and 4 cheese fries. Very good for me. I only ate about 3oz of chicken and 1/2 potato so again not bad, but then I ate some of the kiddos cheese fries. I had about 10. Which if you look at it on the bright side, that is a WHOLE lot less than usual, so I am going to look at it that way. This journey is alot harder than I thought it would be. I should only be eating mushies right now, but found out I can tolerate pretty much anything, and that alone is scary. I remember the NUT saying, after surgery will be the time to show us how dedicated you are to this process and using your tool the right way, but that is easier said then done. My stomach feels just like it did before I had surgery. I am trying my best to use my tool the right way and limit what I eat and try to eat healthier and alot less, but lets face it, if I could do that without this "tool" then I wouldn't have needed it to begin with. I will continue to push my self and never give up, but I am definitely looking forward to getting my first fill and having more help from my band. Til next time: Today is a second chance for me to choose differently!
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About Me
Indianapolis, IN
Location
39.1
BMI
Surgery
12/14/2009
Surgery Date
Dec 17, 2009
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