Day 11

Aug 23, 2012

 Day 10 ended with an emotional, crying melt down on the phone with hubby. Since before I started the diet my Mom and Aunt (Mom's sister), have constantly being saying to me you're going to be so beautiful when your face gets skinny and your skinnier and that your true beaufy will show. Also, you will be pretty again like when you were younger, (younger meaning 10 and under). I finally said to my Mom yesterday when she said all that once again, "What am I ugly now?" I think I stund her because she was speakless and her mouth dropped a bit. They also say Ed's (hubby of 16 years and together a total of 20), is really going to love you. He met and married me at this weight. It's just so hurtful even though I know they mean well. I felt sorry for Ed when I had the melt down because he felt helpless being 6 hours away. Thank goodness he will be home in a couple of hours. I can really use one of his hugs.
Day 11 I'm still feeling down about Mom and Aunt. It doesn't help I was up most of the night with the thunder storm. I know once ed walks in the door I will feel better. It's just been a long, lonely 14 days without him. Lets see what the rest of the day has in store

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