I gained 5 pounds...

May 24, 2010

I can't stop thinking about the woman who approached me and said - what ever you do... don't eat sugar... don't start.  You will gain the weight and will not be able to get it back off.  It starts right after you have been out for 2 years.  And she was right.  After being at 127 for 2 years, I have noticed that I can eat sugar.  Not much and I still get sick, but I have the cravings and can eat more.  I have gained up to 132.  A size 4 fits better than a 2 now.  I never thought about this - but I feel fat now.  5 pounds made the biggest difference in me.  A friend saw me the other day and said - you look so much better since you gained weight.  I was like... OMG - 5 pounds.  YES 5 pounds makes me look fat, 5 pounds makes my clothes fit tight, 5 pounds makes me feel FAT.  I never thought about that before.  Before when I was big it was like - 25 pounds.... but the less you weigh.. the less it takes to make you feel the same as I did when I gained 25 pounds.  I hate these 5 pounds.  I keep watching these ads where you can loose 10 pounds fast.  What cut off an arm.  But I seriously would like to loose 10 pounds fast.  Can't believe 5 pounds can do that to a person.  UGGGGG

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