1 month and 1 day post op!

Oct 19, 2010

 I have been doing pretty good. Some days i am more tired than others, like REALLLLY tired... I am not working right now, so  I sleep if i am tired :) which is really  nice.  I know I have lost more wt b/c my clothes fit looser than before. That is exciting! I cant wait til I can fit into my smaller clothes.  My scale is heavier than the dr. scale so I am not giving out numbers because I know there off. I just hope I lost more than I think because I want to keep loosing consistently and I just am not sure if how i am eating is doing it? I know my body is in rebellion stage trying to slow the metabolism WAY down because it thinks I am in starvation mode! lol  I dont get really hungry, and if i do i try to eat what I am supposed to and just kinda move lunch up earlier or eat SF jello.  Sweets have been trying to creep there way back into my life, and I am trying my best to keep them out. I have been chewing some foods up and spitting them out, it helps a little bit. I know i am a sugar and carb junkie and even after 4weeks of going with out my Body is STILL DEMANDING IT!  I know i have head hunger b/c when i try to eat something if i "think" i am hungry it just comes back up.   I am starting to get used to eating, eating tuna, chicken, some already prepared meals with beef, or fish I PUREE my food still if there meats that way i can eat it and its already "chewed" a bit for me. I still need to practice chewing more and eating slowly. even with my techniques of putting the fork down i physically need to time myself so i dont take a bit too soon. I am so thankful for this website, i tell EVERYONE about it, and I am glad i have met the ppl i have its an amazing place to have support!     Im glad to be on the losers bench! This surgery has always been my dream, and i am so amazed its over and now i am on this journey with so many other ppl! Praise be to GOD!   Laura

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