First Bariatric appt— again

Oct 09, 2020

So to my surprise my Dr no longer has anything to do with lap band. He said he wants to remove it and do the sleeve on me. 
I'm kinda scared about this. Before I had no doubts. 

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I’m a fat girl again

Oct 08, 2020

so my scale says I'm 216 .???????
today,I'm going to go and see my bariatric doctor to see if he can adjust my lap band or redo it or whatever.

it's been nine years since my lap band surgery. I have been going downhill since my mom died two years ago -worst day of my life.

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ALMOST~~ MY 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!

Jan 01, 2013

Happy New years!!

 

SO its been almost 2 years since my surgery.. im not quiet sure what I weigh at this point, somewhere around 188 I believe. .. I will weigh in soon and post though...... I never work out, lift weights and such.... or even eat right.. but thats going to change today! 

I did do 15 min of pilates this morning , with a few dances of that dance party on wii.. thats pretty fun!... I have lost ALOT of muscle tone .. from not gettting protein I suppose. .... but its a new year and im out to LIVE it now, not just exist..... I know in my head that if I do what I need to do I will have energy and tone and possibly loose more weight... but I just dont!!!! Its still so freaking mental!!! Now if I can get my brain focused the world will be mine! 

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5-6-12

Apr 05, 2012

Happy Good Friday~!

I went to see shin yesterday.. first time since Sept I believe..he said i was down 22 pounds but I weighed in at 183.... my scale goes from 1777-183 depends on the time of day, if i have had a BM  lol... but he as please with my progress. I told him that I am happy with my band at this time . .and he was happy with my loss. He says he wants me to lose just 15 more pounds!!!! 15 I thought!!! Thats not near my goal of 150... but oh well!..... then the shocking words of him saying how he wants me to think about untightening my band ...to thinnk about this hard..... because peope do survive eating 1,200 calories a day with being restricted........i dont know about this now... i wasnt NOT expecting to EVER get it undone as long as it took it get my sweet spot!.......I do see his point of view because I do find myself not having lunch with the girls at work , to avoiding social sitiations like that altogether... but that I can live with! ....I know myself all to well and I do belive I will go back to my wicked eating ways..... Have to wait and see!.
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FB ID is Lillian Akers Betts for my friends=)

Mar 24, 2012

Happy Spring everyone!!


So my progress has halted... I have not lost weght for a long time now... but I dont exercise like I should either.... beeen trying to lifts weights some (I have lots of flab) and go for a  2 mile walk at least every other day.... I am still tired all the time... had my thyroid checked and I will fu with my dr in a few weeks  to see if I need meds......

Oh well... If you want to add  ME=)

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1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!

Jan 14, 2012

I AM A FEW DAYS EARLY, BUT i NEVER GET ON HERE MUCH ANYMORE... aLREADY A YEAR HAS WENT BYE.. SO FAST!!..... I AM DOWN ANYWHERE FROM 177-179 POUNDS.... I NO LONGER WEIGH MYSELF  EVERY DAY..... I HAVE HEALTH ISSUES .... GOING TO SEE A UROLOGIST THIS MONTH AND A ENDOCRINOLOGIST NEXT MONTH... I NEVER HAD THESE ISSUES BEFORE MY SURGERY..... (ALSO , HAD GALLBLADDER REMOVED THIS YEAR)..... NOT SURE IF ITS ALL RELATED TO LOOSING SO MYCH WEIGHT SO FAST OR NOT, BUT IT SURE IS A HUGE COINCIDENSE YOU MUST AGREE!!!... I DONT WORK OUT, I HAVENT FOR A BERY LONG TIME.. I HAVE 0- NONE ENERGY.... HOPEFULLY IT WILL CHANGE WHEN MY DR GETS ME ON MEDS OR WHATEVER FOR MY  SHITTY THYROID... MY FAMILY DR SAYS ITS WORKING LIKE ITS HYPER BUT MY SYMPTOMS SEEM MORE LIKE HYPO.... PLUS THERE IS A COLD SPOT... COULD BE CANCER  MAYBE.. I HATE WAITING.. I WANT TO KNOW RIGHT NOW!!!... IM SO TIRED ALL THE DAMN TIME... WHICH IS TAKING AWAY THE WEIGHT LOSS EXCITEMENT.  I HAD MORE ENERGY WHEN I WAS BIGGER... IRONIC ISNT IT?  GOD PLEASE NO CANCER PLEASE.

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November 12 2011

Nov 12, 2011

I have lost 82 pounds! Woo hoo! My husband is picking me up all the time, holding me around my waist now.. im loving this!
I weigh 184  now. I love my band! Life is so sweet right now! Just seen my second son graduate from the Army's basic training... which make me a proud Army mom of 2 Im so very blessed! Thank you God for all you have given me!
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OCTOBER 2

Oct 02, 2011

My gosh its been a while since I have blogged & posted a pic!  Its been about a year now since I even began trying to get apprived for my surgery. .... My home scale is saying 203 but I am posting 195 on the ticker just for the heck of it... OMG!! I just realized I put 203 .. it should be 193... I cant get used to saying the 100's and typing it!! Its great!!! LOLOL!!!

Things I am noticing.... Im crossing my legs with ease, my collarbones are more prominate, my face looks ALOT thinner!. I am wearing a size 16 in jeans now but they are kinda streatchy from CATO but that counts! lol... I dont really care to much about eating out anymore because its not as fun since I cant eat much. I still have mental issues with wanting to overeat... I think I will ALWAYS have that problem... I hope not but ya never know:(

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But anyways Im pretty damn happy!!
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Its a dream!

Jun 07, 2011

Im 215 now down 51 pounds!!... I cant beieve it!! Its freaking amazing! Im so happy!
Clothes are getting more loose.. nore energy... people are complimenting me on it.... I feel great!

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Acid reflux

May 04, 2011

My 3rd fill is great so I hate to complain!  But since I have had it , especially this past week really,  at night I have experienced acid reflux to where I am waking up and its pretty much purging out of my mouth like vomit! Am i to tight? I swear I would look this up better but right now I have such a migrain and cant hardly see straight!
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01/19/2011
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