renee K.
Hey, Im Renee I am 43 years old and have had weight issues all of my life..
I have 5 kids ages 19, 21, 22, 22, 24 and 2 precious grand daughters ages 20 months and 6 weeks.I have dedicated my life to raising my kids, now they are all out (except 1) and its time for me to take care of myself. I hope its not too late!
I always told myself oh you look ok, you are tall you can handle the weight. Well I am now at a point that I cant handle it. I feel like I am dying inside of my body. My legs are in constant pain, my back and neck hurt so badly I cant put it into words how painful it is to be inside my body. Now my elbows and wrists are painful from using them to compensate for my knees. its like, dang i cant win!!!!!
I work full time as a secretary which is great because I dont have to move around much BUT its not good because i NEED to move, it just hurts. I teach sunday school to 5/6 year olds and i love it, but its so hard to stand for so long, or get down on my knees when they need something (impossible).
I sometimes have good days, like when its not cold or raining, but then if its too hot i sweat like crazy. its AWFUL!!
There is more i coiuld write but this is it for now. I beleive God is lining things up, i have been patient and He is going to reward ,me for my patience.
I will write more later.
Good night for now!
