Too skinny!!

Mar 19, 2010

I know I haven't blogged in a long time.  I am about 15 months out of surgery.  I have lost 168 lbs!!!  I weigh less than the amount of weight I have lost.  I'm getting concerned now.  I think I have lost too much weight at this point.  I want some curves back.  I know this is crazy but I envy big girls now.  I never thought I would do that.  Bigger girls are so attractive to me now and weren't before.  I am wearing size 10 pants and they are getting too big!  I wear a small or medium on top!  I even borrow my 10 year olds shirts and jackets.  I just want to gain about 10 to 15 lbs, then I will feel better.  I'm too tall to be this skinny. 

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