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Why are PCPs like ping-pong balls?  Kim called me last Friday and said they needed a Medical Clearance from my PCP so we can move forward.  I called my PCP immediately and told them what I needed.  I got a Saturday appointment, saw my PCP and he looked at me like I was nuts!  As I left I gave them the surgeon's number and told them to call and Kim would tell them exactly what she needed.  Kim called me yesterday.  She's heard nothing!!!!  Why can't PCPs take this seriously?  I called Kim back and gave her my PCP's fax number and asked her to let them know what she needs.  I called my PCP's office.  Yes, they got it but haven't done anything with it yet.  I'm so damned frustrated!!!!  I'm half temped to just write a letter, thurst it in his hand and say "I saved you the trouble!  Just sign it!"  I just don't get it.

I'm hoping they at least did "something" so I'll call Kim Monday and hope for the best.  Time to relax this weekend and get caught up on housework. :)

After five, yes 5, tries I finally got to meet with the Nutritionist today!  Most people aren't thrilled about appointments but I felt triumphant getting this one accomplished.  Time for me to call the surgeon to find out what's next.

Shrink - *DONE*
Nutritionist - *DONE*
Support Group - *DONE* - well, 1 under my belt

At least this year is turning out a little better. :)  I'm having a family meeting tonight about my trip to the nutritionist.  Baby Girl is NOT happy about the changes that will be taking place.  Sure she wants me to have the surgery and is very supportive.  She just doesn't like how this will affect her in the end. lol  I'm hoping all this will have a positive influence on her too.  I don't want to be supporting her on this same journey in 20 years. ;)

I went to my first support group meeting last night.  I hate driving alone (boring!) and going someplace you've never been just makes it worse.  After driving an hour and 40+ miles I finally arrived.  I got to meet my new friend Lisa (aka Mona26865),  Lisa, thank you for being so informative and such a cheerleader for me!  My insurance only requires one support group meeting, but I'm hoping it'll be part of my monthly schedule.  At least it gets me out of the house for a few hours a month. ;)

I see the nutritionist next week!  Woohoo!  Finally some progress. ;)

It's been a while since I posted.  I met with the psych on 12/14.  It's a 40 minute drive to his office.  I waited in the waiting room about 5 minutes, filled out paperwork for about 3 minutes, went back and talked to the doctor a whopping 3 minutes.  All that for 3 minutes to tell me I'm "competent".  I laughed the whole drive home.  My husband got the reminder on his Blackberry and one minute later I buzzed with "I'm done!". lol  

My next appt is on 1/3 with the Nutritionist.  I can't wait!  I had hoped to be further along in the process by now so that part is a bit frustrating.  Hopefully the new year will find me with an approval and a date.

Happy Hanukkah, Merry Christmas and a VERY healthy and Happy New Year to everyone!

* Cyndi *

how a Ping Pong ball feels!  I was doing some work and Dr. Iqbal's office called.  Kim told me that since I had already seen Dr. Iqbal, they WILL accept my insurance.  I told my husband NOW I know why I have to color my hair every other week.  So, I called the Nutritionist to make ANOTHER appt. (I had an 11 am today that I cancelled after yesterday).  They are going to get sick of hearing my voice on their voicemail.  Thank goodness I kept the "shrink" appointment "just in case".  Thank you LISA for your part in getting me "back" in Dr. Iqbal's care. lol  I knew you were behind it the whole time. lol

Hopefully there will be some "normalcy" soon and I'll know what the heck I'm doing.  This is not a good thing to do to a mommy who only has so many brain cells left. ;)

I'm feeling a little better today.  I called and made a 12/12 appt with Dr. Pasupathy.  He came highly recommended by Dr. Iqbal's office so I can only hope for the best.  I had no appetite yesterday after all this.  Maybe that's a good thing. ;)

Well, we got home from our trip to North Carolina last night.  Had some errands and came home to find Dr. Iqbal's number on my Caller ID.  I called back and Kim gave me some devastating news.  Dr. Iqbal no longer takes my insurance.  She suggested another surgeon who takes the insurance.  Of course, I have an appt with the nutritionist tomorrow so I cancelled that.  I don't know whether to cry or be pissed.  I came home so excited that my process was beginning.  I should have known I'd be kicked in the stomach early.

As my father-in-law INSISTED on photos being taken all he did was make snide, shitty remarks about our weight.  I honestly wanted to tell him to "f-off".  As I looked at the photos late in the hotel room I cried quietly.  I had no idea I was really that HUGE.  I guess it takes something like that to show you your true self.

This has been one horrible day.

My husband and I met with Dr. Nauveed Iqbal tonight.  The people in the waiting room were fabulous!  One lady is having her surgery on Nov. 22.  She's beyond excited.  While the "pros" went to see the doctor we were given a presentation on what to expect.  I went armed with a list of questions.  I didn't need them.  Every single question was answered in that meeting!  After the meeting we met privately with the doctor.  He couldn't have been more wonderful.  He has a terrific sense of humor and made me feel so relaxed.  I can't wait for morning to start scheduling my appointments!!!  He said that my surgery would most likely take place within the next 60 days!!!  What a great new year this will be!

It's been a while since I posted, but there was nothing to tell. :)  Tonight I meet the surgeon for the first time.  I'm really excited to find out if he thinks I'm a candidate for WLS.  Okay, when I look in the mirror --- which I almost never do! --- *I* think I'm a GREAT candidate.  But, the doctors know best.  Thanks to the wonderful people here I have a list of questions to ask instead of having the old deer-in-the-headlights look when he says "do you have any questions?".  I'm armed and ready.

Tonight on Discovery Health I watched a show about a 16-year-old who had gastric bypass.  I sat in tears cheering him on.  I was so proud of him when then end of the show saw him go from 411 lbs to about 228 lbs.  I was so proud of him!

But, as I sit here printing the questions and printing my Santa list length history of diets I've tried --- and failed --- I sit anxious to finally meet Dr. Iqbal.  I'm keeping my fingers crossed!

After weeks, well months, of thinking and pondering I finally made the call for a consultation!  I meet with Dr. Iqbal on Thursday, November 9th.  I have to bring a list of all the diets I've tried.  Boy, is that gonna be a LONG list.  But, I'm really excited I've finally taken the first step.  2007 is gonna be a GREAT year!  I can tell!