hits amd misses

Oct 12, 2009

Funny how we measure our progress as if it can not change. I had it all mapped out I would be 160 ish by 10/12 at the rate I was losing, never dawned on me weight loss might fluctuate or stall. So goal revised, come b-day I'd be int the 100's well I did get to 204. So that's what I missed but what did I hit...... I'm  44lbls less then this time last year. I'm a size 12/14 and I can lay on my back and flip my legs up and over my head so my  toes touch the ground by the top of my head. I choose clothes more by how they look and less by what they hide.  I take pictures of myself I no longer fear the camera's image of me and I see hope at the end of the tunnel. I've gone to the beach in a bathing suite and got a tan lines, I got a belly button again and this time my body didn't reject it, guess threes a charm. Slow or fast I'm still losing and I'm not afraid I'll yoyo it all back on. I still have weight loss goals I have a dr's appoint 11/6 and i will be in th 100's. sometimes I get off track and slip but i don't fall down and I don't stay there, slow and steady really is winning the race. So I've learned it's better to lose 4 and keep it off then to lose 40 and gain it all back! 

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cuba, NY
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RNY
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04/27/2009
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Jun 02, 2009
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