Hitting my targets

Jan 16, 2010

So far I am so happy that I am hitting my target weights of min. 2lbs per week. I am up and on my way to the gym so that I can make some me time by working out before I have to go to work today. I am still trying to get a handle on making menus so that I can eat everyday like I am supposed to but I am at least maintaining going down instead of up. This morning I am going to have a bowl of multi-grain cereal and then figure out what I can eat for later to keep it healthy. I think I am going to go get a salad to eat for lunch that way I keep it lite. Then after work I have to take the family to the laundromat. I actually intend to take them while I am at work then they can be finished by the time that I get through with my client for the day.

Last night I had to let my boyfriend know that we are not making it. I am truly on my last go around with this topic. Its time to put up or shut up and that goes for both of us. I am so sick of him being lazy and unmotivated, then he wonders why I have nothing to talk about except for house work. How about if he actually did any without prompting or without me having to go into bitch fit mode then we might have something more to talk about. As it stands, everytime I walk into my home and see that nothing is done or everything is half done, it kills a little more of the fight to see if we can make things work. I know it sounds stupid to still be trying, but after having put 3 years into it, and him having a child here that has already been raised by 3 different women I find myself trying to give it a chance. I don't feel that this child deserves to constantly be uprooted because his dad is so fucking useless. I hate to say that about anyone, but sometime it just is what it is. Anyway I am giving this this one last shot and then he is going to have to figure out where he is going because I will not continue to stay with someone who is absolutely NOOOOOO help to me in anything that I need.


Ok well until later this is all that is going on in my life:

Nycky

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